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eli ajattelin selventää tätä POMM kokoelmaa mikä täällä näemmä kehittymässä. osat 1-14 oon kirjottanu parin viime vuoden aikana ja ne on ollu tekstiviesteinä mulla tallessa eli siitä johtuu niitten ihmisystävällisempi pituus. ne on ajalta jolloin etsin elämälleni tarkoitusta/sisältöä eli siis jotain joka saisi maailmani näyttämään eheämmältä. nyt sitten osasta 15 lähtien voi huomata että löysin sen mistä olen aina haaveillut sekä unelmoinut ja se vaikuttaa näemmä psyykeeseeni iha positiivisesti :) suuri kiitos hänelle <3 tännekkin voin onnekseni kirjoitella iha yhtä turvallisesti kuin kännykkääni koska aikalailla yhtä moni välittää tästä sisällöstä kummassakin eli lähinnä minä. ajattelin aikani kuluksi vain selvittää siis tän jutun sille joka eksyy lukemaan näitä ja ihmettelee suurta eroa sisällössä.

Somethings would be better left unsaid,
it seemed that being honest never paid.
You have made so many changes already,
first time ever I'm ready to go steady.
New words like family are calling on me,
someday together forever we shall be.
Now there's still small problem between us,
but that's a thing that's easily solved by a bus.
I know what haunts my mind like goddess,
keeping me awake all night - it's my very own princess.
Now I wish I could lay my head on her lap,
that would be the best place to take a nap.
Unfortunately my bed is empty and cold,
my heart is all lost - for a kiss it was sold.
Regret that deal I will never...

I'm having troubles on concentrating,
my mind seems to be fading.
Anymore can't I even think straight,
all I have now is my own faith.
Faith that proves me insane,
status that fallen ones gain.
Yet again I had a sleeples night,
hoping I could squeese you tight.
But you're not here with me,
still you is all I now see.
Everything beautiful reminds me of you,
like the clear sky so deep blue.
I'd like to give you the sun and the moon,
but I wasn't born with a golden spoon.
All I can give you is my heart...

Something I never understood,
how does a heart get it's food.
What does it get to eat,
inside me there's just raw meat.
Then I found the sun from the sky,
to reach it I had to fly.
Now I'm on my way to space,
to greet her face to face.
Together we'll reach for the stars,
move together inside Mars.
She has my heart already,
with her I want to go steady.
Now i know what a haert eats,
it doesn't need any meats.
All it wants for a breakfest:
a lady that treats it the best!

My heart's like an open book,
your love is all what it took.
My head was all mislead,
now I lay it down on bed.
Hoping you'll accept me,
that I'll satisfy thee.

Do anything you want to me...
Hate!
Torture!
Curse!
Lie!
Kill!
Forget!
Betray!
Rape!
Hurt!
Burn!
Drown!
Use!
Drain!
Mislead!
But never to my loved ones!
NEVER!!

All that I've ever seen was never there.
Everything I've thought was all misunderstanding.
Why can't I live like normal people?
Why I hesitate on suicide?
Why?

Is it impossible,
is it forbidden?
Is it insane to care,
to fall in love?
I do care, I do fall.
For you it is all!
You're like an angel,
I'm messed as hell.
Is it wrong?

I haven't slept much,
my mind is somewhere.
I will get her mine,
everything will be fine.
There is a small problem,
for us to be together.
All I need is to love.

My life was all shit,
almost couldn't live with it.
Then I found you,
my happiness came true.
Now I howl for moon,
wishing to see you soon.
You're all I need now.