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Vain yksi päivä, tai sekunti, sellainen joka merkitsee, voi tuoda loppuviikon ilon, tai masennuksen elämääsi. Ne on niitä pieniä hetkiä mistä elämä koostuu.

Nuori nainen ajaa autoaan. Hän on nauttinut alkoholia ja kyyneleet valuvat pitkin hänen poskiaan. Hän uskoo ettei kukaan välitä hänestä. Hän uskoo että hänet on hylätty.
Samassa nainen kuulee kovan äänen ja näkee edessään rekka-auton ajovalot. Kuuluu rysäys. Nainen pudottaa lompakkonsa jossa näkyy kuva pienestä pojasta.
Kaksi päivää myöhemmin tämä sama poika istuu orpokodissa ilman ihmistä joka peittelee hänet nukkumaan. Ilman ihmistä jonka suusta kuulee joka päivä maailman ihanimmat sanat.
Lapsi ei puhu koskaan paitsi tiettyyn aikaan illalla jolloin hän nousee pöydälle seisomaan. Hän katsoo ylös lähettäen lentosuukon ja sanoen: "Hyvää yötä äiti. Mä rakastan sua."

Kopioi tämä omaan blogiisi niin muistat että aina on niitä jotka välittää. <3

Finally I realize I'm the victom here. Know that I'm not innocent, I'm guilty in the all ways, that's why the badness inside me is controlling my feelings. My sadness. My anger.
When you feel that you're the clown of all monkeys, you know how I feel.

I love you, but still want to hurt you. Becouse you left me alone, and I have accepted that. But the pain inside my head is coming out. All the pain that I've kept inside me, all my f*cking boring life.

And still the pain is changing to the power, which keeps me on the life every day. And that's the reason I'm still here and nowhere else.

I saw when people was killed in TV, am I wrong when I say that's true? Every year, every week, every day and every hour and minute, somebody dies. Somehow, somewhere.

I'm clown of the all monkeys.
I'm clown of the all monkeys.

Am I crazy? I don't know, but I know that I've been stupid all my life. Now I know that nobody really cares about you, nobody want you and I'm just f*cking alone in this world

I'm clown of the all people.
I'm clown of the all monkeys.

You know that I'll wait for you, until forever.

You know that I'll die for you, now and forever.

You know that I'll kill for you, if you want me to.

You know that I know, that you're just illusion.


...becouse everything what is happy is just illusion, only the bad things exist...

Miks sen pitäis olla toisin..

Through early morning fog I see
Visions of the things to be
The pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see...

That suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
So this is all I have to say

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but...

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

A brave man once requested me
To answer questions that are key
Is it to be or not to be
And I replied 'oh why ask me?'

And suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

...and you can do the same thing if you please