"SoÂ… okay fine, I like you, Axel. I do. But do you have any idea how hard that is for me to admit? Even to myself? Part of it is kinda cool, but a lot of it is just really overwhelming, especially sinceÂ… since it's so fucking intense how much I think about you and try to understand why this works. And likeÂ… I have no idea what to do. So I act all crazy, and I'm sorry, okay? But it's only because I fucking like you."