I once was going to be born
and this I couldn't wait,
I knew that everyone was expecting me,
I would try not to be late.
But I really wasn't sure what was on the other side,
I tried to accept what was happening
but I knew I couldn't hide.
I couldn't help but wonder who my parents were to be,
I knew for sure that no matter what,
They would always Love me.
So I thought about it for a while,
but I knew I had to leave,
I went on to another place,
it is so beautiful it's hard to believe.
I had a job to do,
but it wasn't here on earth,
I am sorry you had to miss it,
the day of my birth.
I wanted so bad to stay at home and be with you,
But I knew that there was something up here
that I had to do.
I am now a Guardian Angel
and I hope that you are proud,
I watch over you and Daddy,
I peek down through the clouds.
I hope you know how much I love you,
And how hard it was to go
I miss you so much everyday,
but I am sure you already know.
So please don't ever forget me,
As I will do the same,
You know this wasn't your fault,
there is no one to blame.
God needed me to be by his side
and to take good care of you,
So there is no need to be sad now
and no need to be blue.
If you ever get lonely,
just look up at the sky,
Like if you had a thought of me or
just needed to say hi.
I am so happy with the way things are
even though it may not seem,
I talk to you in the night time,
I touch you when you dream.
I want to see the same for you,
give a smile for me today,
Because I know that we will meet again
in some sort of way.
I will be up here waiting for you,
to open the gates real wide
And help you to come home to Heaven,
to take a step inside.
I thank you for loving me so much,
please believe that this is true,
And there is no one I could ever love more Mommy,
as much as I love you.
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