So this is the big day.
The day I find myself dead
in the river of misery
and the black water
is sucking me deeper,
deeper in the waves
of pain and sorrow.
I'm not strong enough
to fight but for you
I'll try.
The dark clouds of depression.
Always following me.
I'm victim of nightmares
and soon I have to escape.
They won't confess
what they did and
I have to run because
they are looking for me
and I know what they
will do.
I'm running away
in the night.
One, two, three
step, step, step
take left and run.
And this is the final battle.
This is the final battle
and I have no weapon.
As always, I get nothing
from this life,
from this night,
from anyone.
Heroin in my veins
makes me feel stronger
but morning strikes back
and I'm no superhero.
So this is the big day.
The day I find myself dead
in the river of misery
and the black water
is sucking me deeper,
deeper in the waves
of pain and sorrow.
I'm not strong enough
to fight but for you
I'll try.
The dark clouds of depression.
Always following me.
I'm victim of nightmares
and soon I have to escape.
They won't confess
what they did and
I have to run because
they are looking for me
and I know what they
will do.