IRC-Galleria

i remember all this when we went to nice trip to saaras home in varkausi.
we singed that music, which makes me sad at this moment.
we were young, you were together, but still dad didn't came with us.
i remember the moment of joy, when we were in that special park, and we had FUN together, then were xmas and i remember how we all were together open the presents and had fun. i remember when the santa comed in to our house and gave me a sweet little pony. i remember that all. i remember when i ran after your car, cause i didn't want to leave you, but then you said "if you go back to home, you can have an icecream." and i ran back to our home. i remember all those good things, we did when you were together.

but now i remember only the pain, sadness, which comes back all the time, when we have a little moment of joy. why does it have to be so hard to have fun, withaot that fucking pain you left behind? why i can't see any light on this darkness?