IRC-Galleria

Prologue
The summer vacation was right behind the corner and I donÂ’t think anyone really concentrated on studying or listening to what the teachers were trying to tell us, everyone just talked about what theyÂ’d do during summer and all the big partied they were gonna have or attend to. I didnÂ’t really have any plans for summer vacation, IÂ’d do what I always did; draw, listen to music and sleep. I yawned and looked out the window.
A girl with long wavy blond, almost white hair, drove by our school with her bike and that was the very first time I saw Lenora.

I had heard people talk about a new girl moving to town, and in fact this couldnÂ’t really interest me less, but my socially over active mom was way to excited of these new people, as always. She had heard they had a girl in the same age as me, so she invited them over for dinner. I begged God to spare me from this pain.
The doorbell rang and I heard my mom rush to open with her joyful “Hiiiii~”, me myself was lying on my bed reading a book. Soon enough I heard a knock on my door.
- Come in.
I didnÂ’t move my glance from the book but I knew it was the new girl walking in. Man it mustÂ’ve been awkward for her.
Once I finally looked at her I noticed she was the girl I saw during class that one day, but it wasnÂ’t really anything surprising nor shocking. What tho was surprising was her beauty. I donÂ’t really know if there even is a way to explain it, she was like and angel.
But, she still didnÂ’t catch my interest. Cause of the way she looked, she was probably a total bitch.
I donÂ’t really know how, but in the end we actually started talking and noticed we shared a lot of the same interests.

All this, including our soon to be best friendship, was very sudden, but somehow it felt like IÂ’ve known her for years when it in all reality was only a few weeks. We hung out pretty much every day, just... doing stuff. And we laughed, having hella lots of fun.

One evening I took my bike and was of to her house again, we were gonna watch a movie. Not only was her family very religious, but also kind of rich so she had a big room with TV and stuff.
I felt like she kept looking at me the whole time during the movie, as if she wanted to tell me something. I decided not to ask her anything, it was her own business weather she would tell me or not.
- Umm... This probably comes a bit sudden, cause weÂ’ve know each other for a few weeks, but still, thereÂ’s no stopping what I feel. I turned to look at her and she didnÂ’t look as shy as she sounded, not at all.
- I.. like you.. a lot, she said waiting for my answer. I laughed.
- Of course I like you too, silly! YouÂ’re my best friend!
- No, no! What I meant was.. I love you.
Everything went quiet. It felt like even the TV turned down itÂ’s sound to zero. She just watched me blink as I tried to process what I just heard. She.. Loved me? No, wait, what? WeÂ’re just friends! ... Even if I wouldnÂ’t mind loving her too cause.. In fact I already did, I always had, since the very first time I saw her. Some how.. I just couldnÂ’t answer her.
I turned back to watch the TV without saying a word and I heard her sigh of disappointment, she mustÂ’ve been so embarrased.
I moved my hand slowly and placed it on hers, squeezing it gently.
- I love you too. A lot, I said not moving my glance from the TV, I was to nervous.
I heard another sigh and then felt how she leaned against my shoulder. I wrapped my arms around her and there we sat, snuggling, the rest of the night. That night, we also shared our first kiss.

The summer continued as if nothing had happened, but gee, that was a lie. My life had been changed for eternal future, that I though didnÂ’t know at this moment.
I spent the summer with my angel, enjoying every day to the fullest. One day we went to the beach, another one we ate ice cream and went to the movies. Every day we spent together, always doing something.
Sometimes we did simple stuff, like biked down to the hill with the old oak tree and had a picnic there or during evening we used to lay down in the damp grass to watch the stars. This was our place, a place for just the two of us.
Even the rainy days were joyful around Lenora. As childish as it may sound, we went out to jump in the wanter pots. It was like reliving my childhood with the best possible person.
Something inside of me told me weÂ’d always be together, holding on strong. But that part inside of me was so horribly wrong.

It was a half rainy half sunny day, but the clouds were moving fast and it would soon be completely sunny.
I woke up, got dressed and headed to LenoraÂ’s with my bike, thatÂ’s what I did pretty much every morning.
Something felt awfully off as I got there and as I was knocking on the door, I heard people fighting inside.
I opened the door, it wasnÂ’t locked, and walked in to find my parents and Lenoras parents fighting.
- HEY! WhatÂ’s this fuss all about?, I asked and noticed Lenora hiding behind her dad, looking sadder than IÂ’d ever seen her before. Every one turned over to look at me.
- You.. You cursed my daughter, you slave of satan!, Lenoras mom yelled trying to hit me, but my dad held her back.
- You turned my girl against Gods laws, YOU MADE HER GAY!
I made a decision within a half second, grabbed Lenoras hand and ran of with her.
As we ran as fast as we could, all the memories of us flashed before me. We didnÂ’t stop until we were on the hill with the old Oak. I couldnÂ’t hold my tears anymore, I bursted out in loud tears as I fell to the ground. Lenora sat down beside me and held me head, petting it, telling me everything was going to be okay. But it wasnÂ’t, it wasnÂ’t going to be okay!
First of all, I would probably never get to see her again, and secondly, they would probably make us break up, as if my heart wasnÂ’t crushed enough already.
But no, not only would we be harshly and coldly torn apart. Lenora told me, they were gonna move. Today.
I looked up at her with big eyes, filled with confusion as the tears continued rolling down my cheeks.
- No... NO! WHY!?
She didnÂ’t need to answer, cause we both knew very well why. She got up after kissing me one last time.
- I have to go now, we will leave very soon. Please be well and take care of yourself and your family. You know I will always love you, no matter where we are or whatever may happen to us. She petted my head as I wiped completely broken on the ground. Then she left.
I stayed at the old Oak until midnight. And that was the last time I saw Lenora. Or so I thought...


Epilogue
I had just turned 22, and I was walking around in town enjoying the spring sun.
I didnÂ’t live in that small home town anymore, moved out when I was around 19 and have been living in the city on my own since then.
I wasnÂ’t really searching for anything, just strolling around looking at all the stuff they sold. I stopped to look at some flowers, one of them reminded me of some person IÂ’d once known. I wonder what her name was again..
Then, I heard it. A voice, at the other end of the street. A voice like no other. I rushed towards it excusing my actions to the people I pushed out of my way.
I knew who those flowers reminded me of, I knew who this voice belonged too, it all came back to me and there was no doubt.
It was Lenora.
Panting I stopped, and there she was, buying flowers at a small stand. Tears rolled down my cheeks as I smiled.
- Lenora!, I yelled and ran towards her. Before she had had time to realize what was going on I glomped her, holding her tight in my arms.
- I found you... I found you, I sniffed quietly. She petted my head gently and whispered into my ear.
- Yes, you found me.

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Wash. wash. wash. gah, why was I thinking of some random word again, and oh, now it stopped making sense. thanks, I thought to myself. I felt a salty sweat drop tickle down my face but I wiped it of with my sleeve before it actually got the chance to jump of my face upon the papers I had in front of me. I rotated the pen I had in my hand between my fingers.
My name is Nicole, IÂ’m an artist. A comic drawer to be more precise, and I had a deadline coming up in a few weeks. Pretty much nothing was done yet.
I donÂ’t know what has caused all this, but for the past 2 months I havenÂ’t felt like drawing at all. ItÂ’s not like I would not be inspired or having a lack of interest, I just donÂ’t feel it.
I turned around on my office chair, the only joy I had during these stress filled all too hot summer days. I got off the chair and walked to one of the windows and opened it. A fresh, yet not very cool, summer breeze went through my hair and I closed my eyes. What the hell was I supposed to do. I had a problem that I could not solve without knowing what caused the problem, and that was also a part of the problem. I had absolutely NO idea what had caused all this lack if 'feelÂ’.
When I got the job, I was all ready to draw at the speed of light and finish everything in a few days, but on the second day I woke up and I just knew something was wrong. That day when I was gonna draw, nothing just happened. It was like the gears in my brains would have stopped spinning. I laughed at the thought even tho I knew the situation wasn’t funny at all, it was dead serious. I had my chance to tell the buyers I wouldn’t be able to finish it, but I didn’t think this ‘block’ was anything serious, and that it would all be over soon, but now it was too late. It’s not like they could just get any comic drawer to draw this, and within just 2 weeks! Oh god what a jerk I am.
I turned away from the window and walked down the stairs to make me some tea, there wasnÂ’t really anything else I could do than relax and try to get the feeling back. I looked out again as waiting for the water to start boiling. It truly was a beautiful summer day today.
I normally never stepped outside the house, and absolutely not if I had work that wasnÂ’t done and that should be done within 2 weeks, but this was an exception. I walked down the gravel road outside my house passing by the mighty birch and spruce forests that you could find pretty much anywhere around here, always in big clusters.
The smell was sweet. I donÂ’t know if it was the trees, summer or just me, but I swear, the smell was sweet. I continued walking down the road, listening to the birds sing in the trees.
Suddenly, I saw a girl in a blue dress croached beside the ditch. She was holding a stick, and cause of curiosity I walked up to her. It looked like she would be fishing.
- Hey, what are you doing out here all alone? WhereÂ’s your mom?, I asked her.
- IÂ’m fishing starfishÂ’s, she replied without even looking at me.
StarfishÂ’s? In a ditch? Well, I guess you can do that when you are a kid and think starfishÂ’s live in ditches. I croached down beside her.
- Can I try?, I asked, to show some interest.
- Sure, she smilingly handed over the stick to me.
There we sat, croached beside a ditch trying to catch starfishÂ’s. I donÂ’t know how long we actually sat there in silence, but it felt like just a few minutes, the only thing that actually made me notice more time than 'just a few minutesÂ’ had passed was the fact that it was getting dark.
- DonÂ’t you think you should go home soon? ItÂ’s getting dark, I asked her and was about to get up but she hold me back.
- Not yet, soon, she replied and we continued sitting there. Some times passed when she almost scared the crap out of me when she shouted loudly;
- Look! The starfishÂ’s!, she pointed into the ditch. And IÂ’ll be damned, but the ditch was filled with small twinkling starfishÂ’s. Actually I think it was just the reflection from the stars on the sky, but they actually looked like starfishÂ’s, and they were in all of the rainbows colors.
- Look! A shooting starfish! Make a wish, quick!, she shouted and closed her own eyes, wishing something quietly to her self, smiling. First I just looked at her, but then I decided to join in on the wishing moment. I guess you all can figure what I wished, and even if wishing to a 'shooting starfishÂ’ wouldnÂ’t actually make my wish come true, I felt much better after wishing.
Somehow, I canÂ’t seem to remember anything of what happened after that, next thing I know I wake up in my own bed. Actually, at that point I didnÂ’t remember anything from last night. I walked down the stairs to make me some tea, and as I picked out the box with the tea bags, something small fell on the floor. I picked it up, and it was a small pink star shaped plastic toy thing. It clicked in my brains, and the gears started rotating again. I grabbed my tea and ran off to my room. 3 weeks later, my comic got published, thanks starfish girl.

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blaahh, Holly challengas mut kirjottaan joku tarina 1000 sanaaaaa ku huomen alkaa nanowrimo ettäh sellasta. laimea on, tiedän lololol :''Dd

hyi mun kädet kaisoo ihan kurpitsalta nyt :''DDD

Halloween party tänään, jee~

Hiusten väri
- Vaalea :: Hei rakas poikaystäväni
- Mustat :: Hei rakas tyttöystäväni
- Brunette :: Hei sinä tuntematon ystävä,
- Punanen :: Heissuli vei sisäsiittoinen veljeni,
- Muu :: Hei sinä rakas panotoverini,

~ 2. Paidan väri ~
- Valkoinen :: olen täällä Karibialla..
- Ruskea :: olen täällä New Yorkissa..
- Harmaa :: olen täällä viemärissä..
- Vihreä :: olen täällä savupiipussa..
- Punainen :: olen täällä korvatunturilla..
- Musta :: olen täällä katuojassa
- Joku muu :: olen täällä kaapissa....

~ 3. Lempi väri ~
- Musta :: ryyppäämässä..
- Valkoinen :: pieremässä..
- Punainen :: nussimassa..
- Violetti :: strippaamassa..
- Sininen :: polttamassa ruohoa..-
-Vihreä :: suunnittelemassa joukkomurhaa..
- Joku muu :: paskaamassa..

~ 4. kirjaimia etunimessä ~
- 2-4 :: paikallisen pummin kanssa.
- 5-6 :: sammuneen juopon kanssa.
- 7-> :: veljeni kanssa.

~ 5. sukat
-Raidalliset :: Kohta naapuri liittyy seuraamme,
- Kuviolliset :: Seuraavaksi poistumme täältä,
- Ruudulliset :: Tuo vieressäni makaava rotta himottaa minua todella kovaa,
- Yksiväriset :: Ajattelin tehdä huomenna abortin,
- Ei sukkia :: Täällä on kuuma joten riisuudun NYT,~

~ 6. Irc-gallerian/DEMI nick alkukirjain ~
- Merkki :: koska minä rakastan sinua.
- A-h :: sillä minulla on aivokasvain.
- I-p :: koska tutkin eilen naapurin Penttiä kiikareilla.
- Q-ö :: sillä olet tosi ihQQ!!

~ 7. Musiikkityyli ~
- Hiphop/rap :: Minua panettaa,
- NRJ :: Minua hävettää,
- Klassinen :: Minua väsyttää,
- Lastenlaulut :: Minun tekee mieli tikkaria,
- Muu :: Minua himottaa,

~ 8. Paras vuodenaika ~
- Kesä :: joten ajattelin hakea sinut mukaan.
- Talvi :: joten päätin ryhtyä nunnaksi.
- Kevät :: joten suunnittelen täällä itsemurhaa.
- Syksy :: joten ostin 34 pulloa kossua.

~ 9. Paljonko sisaruksia ~
- 0-3 :: Kortsut pääsivät loppumaan, eli..
- 4-6 :: Viina taisi juuri loppua, eli..
- 7-> :: Vedin juuri pilveä, eli..

~ 10. koulurepun/laukun väri ~
- Musta :: en vastaa lopputuloksesta.
- Violetti :: saatan hyvinkin olla raskaana tämän jälkeen.
- Vihreä :: lääkärikäynti olisi paikallaan.
- Oranssi :: lähdenkin tästä jatkoille
- Keltainen :: hyvin menee!
- Muu :: täytyykin kaivaa tästä veitsi esille.

~ 11. Koulureppu, laukku vai ei mitään ~
- Reppu :: PS. Tajusin äsken että elämä on perseestä,
- Laukku :: PS. Tajusin juuri etten voisi elää ilman sinua,
- Ei mitään :: PS. Tajusin äsken että nyt onkin jo aamu,

~ 12. talo ~
- Paritalo :: joten mietippäs sitä
- Omakotitalo :: joten haluaisin mielelläni pois täältä.
- Rivitalo :: joten aloin nussimaan kamelia.
- Slummi :: joten voisit hankkia minulle lisää viinaa.
- Kerrostalo :: joten viiltelin käteeni sanan VITTU.

Hei rakas poikaystäväni,
olen täällä katuojassa nussimassa sammuneen juopon kanssa. Seuraavaksi poistumme täältä, koska tutkin eilen naapurin Penttiä kiikareilla. Minua himottaa, joten ajattelin hakea sinut mukaan. Kortsut pääsivät loppumaan, eli en vastaa lopputuloksesta.
PS. Tajusin äsken että elämä on perseestä, joten haluaisin mielelläni pois täältä.

Haluuks joku ostaa mulle ja miralle? :*''DDD

NONII JEE NYT MUL ON VIHDOINKIN TET PAIKKA <3 Huhhu rupes jo olee vähä nippanappa! >:'cc
Mut now I got that off my mind~

I LOVE MARASY FOR PLAYING THAT SONG! ;;WW;;

joomoi itkisin tääl jossen olis in computer class <3

... löysin aika jännän typon täst kirjast.. XDDD

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I'm not even sure mitä siinä oikeestaan pitäs olla :''''D