once you get your head down and you get something that lets you forget everything for a while, you can not stop doing that or quit it, even if you know it will be your death
so yes I can handle in the middle of all this shit by myself, because you left me alone. with all my problems. how dare you tell me to think about what I've done, when you are not even interested..
"I tried to be all that you need tried not ever let you down still I can see it in your eyes Not good enough What can I say, What can I do This is who I am and I am hurting you What can I say, what can I do No matter how strong my feelings are.."