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last year on this time I was planning my birthday party in my fave disco "revan" in germany.. today I sit in finland, wow finland is great, of course, but I want celebrat my birthday with my friends :'( i am so sad now :///

today is the birthday of a good good friend, tobi <3, would I be now in germany, we would celebrate our birthdays together in the disco.. but ...

ahh nevermind! Just thoughts...
in 2 days I celebrate my birthday in the Klubi in Tampere, with Deep Insight concert, without alcohol. Maybe become it nice too, who knows.... :>

but I miss just this days, when I was going to Conny, drinking some booze in her room, then we was going totally wasted in the city :'''DDD it was so fun all the time :') ...

but i stop now my "crying blah blah" and I will enjoy my last 2 days who I am 18 : DDDDD


but for all who have time in torstai, come to klubi and drink coca cola with me!!!! :>

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hallo i schreib etz extra in bayrisch dass de finnen ned lesn kinnan ;D

aiso samstag und sonntag war nur geil : DDD <3
und sonntag abend und montag war a geil weil da war i in helsinki!!

in 2 dog hab i geburtstag.. dann bin i 19.. wow.. so a oide trudschn scho :'''DDD

achja no wos: i bin verliept!! aber sowas von.. und der hod imma no sei ischn.. >....<

naja mochts es guad..

an torstai geh i zu deep insight ins klubi <3

naja am samstag hat er ja anscheined koa zeit fir mi :'''(

aiso hab eich der <3

michi

today is friday, and this means weekend. :D
today I had a really stressful day... -.-
first this nightmare..

then i was the whole time so tired.. I have cleaned my room today.. now it's really clean : DDD
on the evening was coming 2 friends of my family... i had to take care of the childs...
and now I'm in my room and in a few minutes I will go to shower.. then i have to make my hair "flechten".. sorry I dont know the word in english : DDD

and tomorrow is saturday.. a day like every day. ;)

moikka <3

i want to drink now a lonkero. hello? it's 8 o clock in the morning.

yeah i am crazy! :D

moii moiiii !!!!!!!!!!!!!

michi

..spåmer : DDDDD


blah blah blahhhh....
in 2,5 h starts my finish lesson ^^
and "parents" have cooked chinese food :'D wooow!!
maybe I shouldn't eat this food anymore, i dont know :>

habe de ehre leiz <3


michi

new... chance? no!

it's so cold outside brrrrrrr!
I won't t go now :/// but I have to...

today is torstai :D

2 days !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then is saturday :'O


ok see u later aligator! <3

please love me.


i am so fucking tired but i can't sleep! i hate it really.. grrr!!!!
and he... :'( awwww! maybe I should become lesbian? any nice girl here for loving me? ;D

request please to me :DDD :joking:



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These are those days, when I can get no sleep
I'm so tired I'd like to fall into sleep
I fall in my bed
But still I'm awake

These questions in my mind are so much bigger than life
But my life is short and I have to leave them behind
I have to try to forget
That I am still in my bed

In my deepest fears I'm losing you
Even if somebody tried to stop my heart
I'm still alive I will never give up

Just turn off the lights
Don't wanna see me die
I look like I'm dead
But when you look at me
I am still alive

Just open your eyes
Don't wanna see me cry
I'm right here where you want be to be
Fighting with myself

All I need to feel is your breath on my skin
This endless longing between you and me
We can't give up now
We're gonna make it somehow

In my sweetest dreams I'm with you
Even if somebody tried to stop my heart
I'm still alive I will never give up

Just open your eyes
Don't wanna see me cry
I'm right here where you want me to be
fighting with myself, with myself

Won't you open your eyes
Don't wanna see me cry
I'm right here where you want me to be
fighting with myself
I'm right here where you want me to be
fighting with myself
I'm right here where you want me to be
fighting with myself, with myself.
Ooh, I look like I'm dead
but when you look at me
I'm still alive


<3 michii.

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