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I believed memory might mirror no reflections on me,
I believed that in forgetting I might set myself free.

But I woke up this morning with a piece of past caught in my throatÂ…
And then I choked.

I bled. I tried to hide the heart from the head.
And I said I bled. In the arms of a girl I'd barely met.

And I woke up this morning with the present in splinters on the ground—
And then I drowned.

And if I can't see itÂ’s for want of you

You said, "I see"
If there's nothing here then itÂ’s probably mine
My turn to see. If there's nothing here it will always be mine, mine

But I woke up this morning with a piece of past caught in my throat—
And then I choked.

I guess I've learned the taste of days that will always burn.
I guess I've learned if itÂ’s in the corner of my eye I can't always turn.

And I woke up this morning with the present in splinters on the ground and then I drowned.

And if I can't see itÂ’s for want of you

Upon questioning my integrity
You made a very very valid point to me
That I'm too blind to see
That you and me
Will never be a we
But hope being my philosophy
I can't condone this atrocity
Cause you and me will
Always be what I see as we
Not you and he
Or me and she but we
I've declared to you my love times three
And whispered it to you so softly
You reacted so bitterly but
Surprisingly you eyes
Hadn't lied to me
And was plain to see
(Tough not openly)
You felt for me
And we was a possibility
Then you leaned on me affectionately
And confessed to me emotionally
That you and me are a we
Then we kissed sexually
And our minds felt free
And in tune musically
I love thy.

I love the way I see you
Even though your not in the room.

I love your passion
Even if its out of tune.

I love the way you listened
To everything I've said.

I love the way your alive
Even though your dead.

I've nothing to say today
I'm afraid it's already been said
Someone else has put pen to paper
And my thoughts have already been read

He will never speak her name again.
Permanently destroyed, his fragile
Mind will never dream her face again.
Emotionally abandoned, he moves
As if no force within controls him.
Troubled soul, his faith in himself
Is lost forever more.
Personality disfigured, an empty
Glaze has consumed his eyes.
He will never speak her name again.

Imprisoned by himself to a life
of solitude.
Alone to decipher real
from fake.
And so farewell.
His only company his ill thoughts
of past pain, leading to a mistrust
of man and mankind.
And so farewell.
Time has ravaged his mind,
contact, a now foreign concept, has
lost another son.
And so farewell.

I want to live in the city with no friends or family
Im gonna look out the window of my color tv
I will remember to remember to forget you
Forgot me, Im gonna look out the window of my color tv
Through the cracks in the wall
Slow motion for all
Dripped out of the bar
So (sports? ) is nothing at all
Im watching tv
I guess thats a solution
They gave me a receipt that said I didnt buy nothing
So rust is a fire
And our blood oxidizes
My eyes roll around all around on the carpet
Oh hit the deck
Its the decal man
Standing upside down and talking out of his pants

Through the cracks in the wall
Slow motion for all
Left holding the ball and a part for your car