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The deadly way out reveals the truest cruelty
and isolates me from reality,
but I'm asking myself: what is reality: a dream?
Everytime I reach this point, I remember dreams that will never be reality.
Taking a bath in razors, entices me as a solution for my endless grief.

The decision draws nearer.

On a transparent way, I float much more away, without any sight.
Am I blind, or am I still alive?
And once again, I only sense the purest absence.
A wound like this, cannot be healed anymore.

I will decide, for the last time.

The courage I've lost long ago - for I'll never feel happiness anew.
In emotions of solitude, the non-presence is my home.my grave.
When the pulse no longer throbs and the last drop of life left my veins,
I become forever paralysed, by this ultimate.Cold Void.

I think about life and feel pure hate about being trapped here on this earth
Envying all deceased souls who've passed on from this ruined plane
My dormant hours are filled with fear, my waking hours I will not face
All will to life has expired
I just want to fucking die!

The thought of life reviving is nothing but pure illusion
This impulse to end my life keeps on echoing through my mind

Wishing that I had the strength to extinguish the whole of mankind
I know that this goal of mine will never ever be attained
I hate this fucking human race for what they have all done to me
Driven to this destructive state
Guided by insanity!

The thought of life reviving is simply just pure illusion
This impulse to end my life keeps on echoing through my mind

My cries for help have gone in vain
No need to endure this endless strain
My screams of pain seem devoid of sound
Comfort in death I now have found

Silently pondering... "Why do I continue on with this life?"
Silently wondering... "When I die, will anyone even notice my demise?"

vittujen kevät jne.

Depreived of Will
Three Feel in the Grave
Decaying Soul
Myself I shall Kill

Life Less
Depreived
Lifeless
In Hatred

Portal of Fear
(with) Ornaments of Sin
Barren Life
Drained of Blood, I'm Near

Life Less
Deprived
Life Less
In Hatred

Awaiting Grimly in the shadows...
Utter totalitarin fortressess of Voidmight
In the Water of Life the Circuits are breaking
Eons of Numb Hoplessness Lies Ahead

Life Less
Deprived
Life Less
In Hatred

jännä juttu miten kaikki aina kääntyy väärinpäin ja käy miten ei pitäisi käydä \o/

Minä en osaa kieltäsi
en parantaa voi mieltäsi
voin vain katsoa kuinka suu
ja silmät päähäsi tulehtuu

Sinä vain menehtyä voit
ja kun vastaan kapinoit
voin vain katsoa kuinka suu
ja raajat ruumiisi halvaantuu

Enkelit hakkaa ruoskaa selkään
ja nauraa sinun ilmeelle
ihmiskunta harrastaa
täydellistä väkivaltaa

Varjot kasvaa
askel lyhenee
päättää voit itse
vain kuolla on pakko

Kukaan ei tuhottua saa
ellei tahdo haavoittaa
voin vain katsoa kuinka suu
ja kynnet naamaasi pureutuu

Enkelit hakkaa ristiä rintaan
ja nauraa sinun ilmeelle
luomakunta harrastaa
täydellistä väkivaltaa

Varjot kasvaa
askel lyhenee
päättää voit itse
vain kuolla on pakko

saatana ku ois loppu jo tämä jumitus

hyi saatana joku screamo

Agonized, beaten up
This feeling ain't just giving up
Vomited up to twenty times
Coming back these fuck off times

[cho:] This is vitutation, total vitutation
Fucking vitutation, beloved vitutation
And walls close in
This is vitutation, superb vitutation
Perkeleen vitutation, cursed vitutation
And walls close in

Waking up, shaking fuck
I feel I have been buttfucked
I look at the mirror and it screams
Go get fucked you fucking piece of shit

[cho:] This is vitutation, fucking vitutation
Hyped up vitutation, warming vitutation
And walls close in
This is vitutation, saatanan vitutation
Vitun vitutation, grandious, vitutation
And walls close in

Ei helevetti!!!

The nights are wearing me down
And it`s hard getting through the day
`Cos I need you right now
And right now you`re so faraway

I guess I should have known
That I`d end up this way
But I swear I`ll come home
And then nothing will drag me away

Don`t you ever leave me baby
Don`t you ever leave me now
Don`t you ever leave me baby
If you leave me you will kill me now

Now that some much time has passed
I know that this love of ours will last forever
Cos we feel it, keep it, hold it and believe it
You need me like I need you
I know you do, I'm sure you do

The lights are slowly going down
On Lexington Avenue
And me, I`m all alone feeling the tears
Falling down from my eyes

A subway train is passing by
Driving into the Darkness
I jump inside `cos I ain`t got
Nowhere to sleep tonight

Don`t you ever leave me baby
Don`t you ever leave me now
Don`t you ever leave me baby
If you leave me you will kill me now

I was forcing myself just walk through the day
When all I really wanted to do was curl up in a corner and cry
Nothing had any meaning
And I just think let's give it another day and see if anything happens
Then you came along like my own ray of sunshine
Made me feel warm, safe and alive again