IRC-Galleria

Your life sucks so much it is not even true
You have fucked up everything you had
Face the consequence of your mistakes

You have smoked yourself into a blackhole

Walls close in you see only darkness
Veins are bursting you cannot breath anymore
Reality strikes you know the solution

You have smoked yourself into a blackhole

So sing along to the suicide song
Blow up your brain do it today
So sing along to the suicide song
Hang yourself high be a man for once
Give up hope for there is no hope
All dead and gone just give it up
Your life is miserable cul-de-sac
There is a way out sing the suicide song

You have smoked yourself into a blackhole

So sing along to the suicide song
Blow up your brains O.D. today
So sing along to the suicide song
Goodbye cruel world smileys and razorblades

"..Kirjoissa sanotaan älä tapa
Elämää täytyy rakastaa
Mutta elät vain jotta kuolla voit
Etkä rakkaudella rahaa saa.."

hohohoo hupaisa kappale tuo turmion kätilöiden - paha ihminen

no perkele hyvää joulua

saatanan perse paska joulu ja vielä paskempi tuleva seuraava vuos \o/

doodih nyt omistan kasetin Portugalilaista thrash/death/black metallia

Follow deeper, step by step
Along eternal emptiness

Possessed by a darkened spirit
Feel the obscure negative
I've reached the obsolete thought of inhuman
As i walked with the dark
For i negate this life

Divergent roads of pain

They scream for my soul,
Pale
The color of evil
Lasting emotions damaged,
Frail

From horror i follow the road
Dissolving through distorted cold

Fateful
Grim
Suicide

The deadly way out reveals the truest cruelty
and isolates me from reality,
but I'm asking myself: what is reality: a dream?
Everytime I reach this point, I remember dreams that will never be reality.
Taking a bath in razors, entices me as a solution for my endless grief.

The decision draws nearer.

On a transparent way, I float much more away, without any sight.
Am I blind, or am I still alive?
And once again, I only sense the purest absence.
A wound like this, cannot be healed anymore.

I will decide, for the last time.

The courage I've lost long ago - for I'll never feel happiness anew.
In emotions of solitude, the non-presence is my home.my grave.
When the pulse no longer throbs and the last drop of life left my veins,
I become forever paralysed, by this ultimate.Cold Void.

I think about life and feel pure hate about being trapped here on this earth
Envying all deceased souls who've passed on from this ruined plane
My dormant hours are filled with fear, my waking hours I will not face
All will to life has expired
I just want to fucking die!

The thought of life reviving is nothing but pure illusion
This impulse to end my life keeps on echoing through my mind

Wishing that I had the strength to extinguish the whole of mankind
I know that this goal of mine will never ever be attained
I hate this fucking human race for what they have all done to me
Driven to this destructive state
Guided by insanity!

The thought of life reviving is simply just pure illusion
This impulse to end my life keeps on echoing through my mind

My cries for help have gone in vain
No need to endure this endless strain
My screams of pain seem devoid of sound
Comfort in death I now have found

Silently pondering... "Why do I continue on with this life?"
Silently wondering... "When I die, will anyone even notice my demise?"

vittujen kevät jne.

Depreived of Will
Three Feel in the Grave
Decaying Soul
Myself I shall Kill

Life Less
Depreived
Lifeless
In Hatred

Portal of Fear
(with) Ornaments of Sin
Barren Life
Drained of Blood, I'm Near

Life Less
Deprived
Life Less
In Hatred

Awaiting Grimly in the shadows...
Utter totalitarin fortressess of Voidmight
In the Water of Life the Circuits are breaking
Eons of Numb Hoplessness Lies Ahead

Life Less
Deprived
Life Less
In Hatred