i'm too young to be taken seriously
but i'm too old to believe
all this hypocrisy
and i wonder how long it'll take them to see my bed is made
and i wonder if i was a mistake
i'll get tired of the heart attacks every time it rings
i'll put myself on the waiting list
and get it all cleared up you're the one with the attitude
don't try and make me out
to be the root of the evil in
the whole rotten affair
lie back and suffer now
we've both earned our reward
buried deep in the telegram
i'm sure i never got
was any clue of the whereabouts
of all the things i'd lost just because you were right before
doesn't mean you're right
to make up now would just vindicate
every doubt i had
i keep on letting myself down.
even the rats say they don't want me around.
but every heart will someday break,
everyone will make mistakes, wanna live with no regrets,
walk the fine line between love and sex.
i deserve nothing less than the worst you can do.
i've made a serious mistake,
i hope its not too late to fix the heart i'm breaking.
i don't wanna say goodbye
and i don't wanna make you cry
i just wanna see you smile again
'cause everything i used to be
is waiting over there for me
this is a beginning, not an end