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It must be hard for you to accept,
that I'm building a life for myself
Making mistakes that you cannot cure,
choices you never dreamed I'd make
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I think the thing is that I shut off from everything.
From friends and family and my own ambitions.
From having fun.
I just shut off from everything.
Self-defeating? Yeah, probably.