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I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practiced all the things I would say
When she came over I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert
Now I know I'm being used
But that's okay man cause I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
But that's okay cause I've got no self esteem

When she's saying, oh that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she saying, oh that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can stand
Well I guess, I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right? Yeah!

Now I'll relay this little bit
It happens more than I'd like to admit
Late at night, she knocks on my door
She's drunk again and, looking to score
Now I know, I should say no, but
It's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb, but I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem

Can you please remind me where the fuck I've been?
Cause I can't find it out you see,
So return me to a vital place.
From a distant observation,
Corrosion of emotions,
Is how you block your state.
From scratch to revelation,
It's all been there, bleeding for someone to dare.
Extension of deceptions, brings you to your final collapse.
Am I really an exception?

Is that your only entertainment? (Spoiling your desire)
To blow your minds on a one way track.
From a distance!

Building knowledge out of flexible existence.
Hunt for adrenaline is staggering,
Grand lack of emotions.
You'll never face conclusions,
You'll get what you want.
Am I really an exception?

Is that your only entertainment? (Spoiling your desire)
To blow your minds on a one way track.
I tell you a lie and you' make it a statement. (Sleeping in denial)
You're all wasting the time of your lives.

Cold and crawling, you made it back.
Fear is selling and you're one with the fact.
Counting the days for rebirth,
Lost once again and how it hurts.

Oikeilla rakkaustarinoilla ei ole onnellista loppua, koska oikea rakkaustarina ei koskaan lopu. Tiedät olevasi rakastunut, kun vaikein asia on sanoa hyvästi. Älä koskaan anna kenellekään kaikkeasi, sillä kun hän on poissa, on sydämesi viety. Kun elämäsi rakkaus jättää sinut ja sanoo "voimme edelleen olla ystäviä" se on sama asia kun koirasi kuolisi ja äitisi sanoisi "voit edelleen pitää sen". Jos et saa jotain ihmistä ajatuksistasi pois, ehkä hänen kuuluukin olla siellä. Kun todella rakastat jotain, olet valmis päästämään irti ja jos hän tulee takaisin se on tosi rakkautta. Koska tosi rakkaus on aina vaivan arvoista. Älä koskaan luovu asioista jotka saavat sinut hymyilemään. Se satuttaa kun rakastat jotain, mutta et saa pitää häntä sylissäsi. Kun kasvamme, opimme, että se ihminen kenen ei koskaan pitänyt pettää meitä, luultavasti tekee sen.
Elämän suurin haaste on löytää joku, joka tietää kaikki virheesi, eroavaisuutesi ja mokasi, mutta edelleen rakastaa sinua. Rakkaus on kuin sota, helppo aloittaa, vaikea lopettaa ja mahdoton unohtaa. Maailman hienointa ja kauneinta asiaa ei voi tuntea, eikä nähdä, vaan se pitää kokea sydämellä. Älä koskaan riko sydäntä joka oikeasti rakastaa sinua. Älä satuta häntä tai vaihda toiseen. Älä odota enempää kuin hän voi antaa. Hymyile kun hän tekee sinut onnelliseksi, huuda kun hän tekee sinut vihaiseksi ja kaipaa kun hän ei ole kanssasi. Ota kuvia, naura liikaa ja rakasta niin kuin sinua ei olisi koskaan loukattu. Koska jokainen 60 sekuntia, jotka vietät vihaisena on minuutti onnellisuudesta pois jota et koskaan tule saamaan takaisin.

Lahjoitin sinulle särkyneen sielun
sä otit mun rakkauden vastaan
Nyt enää kuulen sun äänesi unien takaa
ja taistelen harhoja vastaan

Pilvet piirtää sun kasvot
tuuli kuiskaa sun nimesi
ja saa sointuna kauniina soimaan
pilvet piirtää sun kasvot
näen valoissa nimesi
saat minut aina paremmin voimaan

eteesi tekisin mä mitä vaan

Ennen kävelin suljetuin silmin
en nähnyt kun tulit mua vastaan
nytkun koskaan enää en nähdä voi sinua
en mitään muuta kai kaipaa

Pilvet piirtää sun kasvot
tuuli kuiskaa sun nimesi
ja saa sointuna kauniina soimaan
pilvet piirtää sun kasvot
näen valoissa nimesi
saat minut aina paremmin voimaan

eteesi tekisin mä mitä vaan

Ja kun pysähdyn katsomaan
on lumi peittänyt tän maan
ja se saa mut toivomaan
et voisin aikaa kuljettaa

Pilvet piirtää sun kasvot
tuuli kuiskaa sun nimesi
ja saa sointuna kauniina soimaan
pilvet piirtää sun kasvot
nään valoissa nimesi
saat minut aina paremmin voimaa

muistan hymysi nauravat silmäsi
ja kauniina kuvina sieluun
aallot kuljettaa muistosi
hiljentää huutosi
mä jäin tänne tuntemaan kaipuun

eteesi tekisin mä mitä vaan

muistan sen ku koulun käytävällä huutelit
mä muistan sen ku ekaa kertaa sua suutelin
mä haluasin nytten olla sinun lähelläs
silittää päätäs ja pitää sua kädestä

olin tosi tyhmä ku sen kaiken heitin menemään
vaik en oo rakastanu ketään sua enempää
muistan kuinka tuhisit mun vieressäni yöllä
miksi yleensä,kaikki tajutaan,liian myöhään

mut virheist oppi,ne kasvattivat mua
ne sai mut tajuamaan kuinka rakastinkaa sua
ku kukaan muu ei pysty tarpeitani tyydyttää
ku kukaan mu ei pysty täyttää tätä tyhjyyttä

onko olemassa sitä oikeaa miestä
jos on niin ootan turhaa koska ei oo toista samanlaista
niinku sinä olet

Every night and every day
I think of you and want to say
You're deadly company
And every where I go or stay
This feeling will find its way
Your love is killing me

Love's poison, poison
Cause anything else doesn't matter to me
Before long it's all gone
My bittersweet love's running free

Love is poison, poison
Addicted to something I just can't leave
I'm on this poison
It's everything I ever need

I can't think of being without
No one crumbling in announce
There's no cure for me
It's the way you touched my heart
Stay 'till death drew us apart
Hear my remedy

Love's poison, poison
Cause anything else doesn't matter to me
Before long it's all gone
My bittersweet love's running free

Love is poison, poison
Addicted to something I just can't leave
I'm on this poison
It's everything I ever need

We get it on most every night
when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we get
everybody here is out of sight
they dont bark and they dont bite
they keep things loose they keep it tight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we like our fun and we never fight
you cant dance and stay uptight
its a supernatural delight
everybody was dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we get in on most every night
and when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

Open up your heart to me
And say what's on your mind, oh yes
I know that we have been through so much pain
But I still need you in my life this time

And I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
I really need you tonight

I figured out what to say to you
But sometimes the words they, they come out so wrong, always they do
And I know in time that you will understand
That what we have is so right this time

And I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right

All those endless times we tried to make it last forever more
And baby I know
I need you
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
I really need you, oh

I need you tonight (I need you, oh I need you baby)
I need you right now (It's gotta be this, it's gotta be this)
I know deep within my heart
No, it doesn't matter if it's wrong or it's right
All I know is baby
I really need you tonight

Do you remember when we didn't care
We were just two kids that took the moment when it was there
Do you remember you at all
Another heart calls

Yeah I remember when we stole the night
We'd lie awake but dreaming till the sun would wash the sky

Just as soon as I see you
I did lie but didn't I tell you
As deep as I need you,
You wanna leave it all

What can I do?
Say it's true
Oh everything that matters breaks in two
Say it's true
I'll never ask for anyone but you

Talk to me
I'm throwing myself in front of you
This could be the last mistake
That I would ever wanna do
Yeah all I ever do is give it's time you see my point of view

Just as soon as I see you
I did lie but didn't I tell you
As deep as I need you,
You wanna leave it all

What can I do?
Say it's true
Oh everything that matters breaks in two
Say it's true
I'll never ask for anyone but you
But I know all that you want is to figure it out
And god knows I do too
What can I do?
Say it's true
I'll never ask for anyone but you

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Na, na, na, na, na, na

I'm sorry
So what?
But you don't think I've said enough
I'm sorry
I don't care
You were never there

As soon as I see you
I did lie but didn't I tell you?
As deep as I need you
You wanna leave it all

What can I do?
Say it's true
Oh everything that matters breaks in two
Say it's true
I'll never ask for anyone but you
But I know all that you want is to figure it out
And God knows I do too
What can I do?
Say it's true
I'll never ask for anyone but you
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

I'll never ask for anyone but you
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There's something in your eyes I know I can't resist.
Something in the air, I dont know why.
You were hardly there when I was on my own.
There's something about you that makes me cry.

Can I believe that your heart still beats for me?
Let me receive a sign that your my destiny.
I wanna know.

Gimme a reason for me to believe in, can't you see in my eyes?
That I need a reason, for I am still breathing. Is this the time to say goodbye?
'Cause deep in my heart I know there's a reason why I am not leaving, why im not alone.
So give me a reason for me to believe in, give me a reason.

There's something in your eyes I know I can't resist.
Something in the air, I don't know why.
Can I believe that your heart still beats for me?
Let me receive a sign that your my destiny.
I wanna know.

Give me a reason for me to believe in, can't you see it in my eyes.
Now i need a reason for I'm still breathing.
Is it time to say goodbye?
'Cause deep in my heart I know there's a reason why I am not leaving, why I'm not alone.
So give me a reason for me to believe it, give me a reason