oh no why do I cry
those tears falling from my eyes
like little diamonds, glimmering against the light
I know there's no reason to this
but I've sank too low
laying on the floor
tired and confused
a storm is raging inside my head
a lighting striking trough my eyes
ripping my mind to shreds
leaving a mess behind
I'm just hoping this all would go away.
gathering the pieces, one by one
tripping on my own stupidity, stubborness
trying to realize, how lucky I am
how much I really have
I should be grateful, happy.
still I cry, making my life much more harder than it is
how idiotic, what a waste.
shit.