äiti puhuu tuol meiän hiirelle joka kohta kuolla kuukahtaa, ku se on nii vanha!
'niin me kaikki vanhenemme... tuu kattoo kuinka paljon ryppyjä mammalla on, tissitkin roikkuu!'
I have all the characteristics of a human being; blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy. I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
There is no real me. Only an entity, something illusory.
And though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours,
and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comprable.
I simply am not there.