do you know how it feels, lying here without you?
you could never understand, what's happening to me
so alone, nothing's real, i just dream about you
and forever wonder why you had to go away
even though you're not my lover, even though you're not my friend
i'd give my all to have you here, just to hold you once again
it's so hard to believe that i don't have you right beside me
as i long to touch you, but you're out of my reach
and my heart doesn't feel, it's so very cold inside me
without you i'm just a shadow of someone that i used to be
you were the only one that i allowed inside my heart
now i'm just holding on to something so far gone