sometimes i hate that i can remember
every little detail about something so clearly.
sometimes i feel like i'm not as strong
as i thought i was.
sometimes i want to just vanish and
never have to feel a thing.
this is not fair. nothing is.
feeling heartbroken all the time...sucks.
still trying to get over being hurt
after all this time?
stupid.
it's just another sleepless night.
weird things happened these days.