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Huolissani huokaan, hiljaa tummuu maa.
Tumpin heitän maahan, joku korjata sen saa.
Ja mistä - niin mistä, mietin - tuska johtuukaan?
Kun lentokoneen nään, joku kauas matkustaa ja...


Katsoin kauan kauniisiin kasvoihin.
Liian kauan katsoin sinuun, ja
Tunteen tuskaisen tartutin katseisiin,
Kumpa olisit tarttunut minuun...

Antti Tulit taas mieleeni, ihmekös en saa unta..

Niin kauan ollaan oltu ilman sun seuraa, hitto että on ikävä vieläkin. Tuskin tää ikävä koskaan häipyy, moni asia muistuttaa susta. Oot aina mun ajatuksissa

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you




Annella oli tää ihkupoksis sen jälkee ku Antti kuoli ;<

tä tuska ei lopu koskaan!

Miksi?

Maybe one day in a place without time, without space
I can look back and see that I am finally whole
Dying to undo the moment when all fell apart
Trying to fade out what's real is not for a life

One brief moment brought agony blackened my heart
No light for me, no way out, I'm next in line
Never ever, in this life I'll never find peace
Digging my own grave, I'm shot down in flames

You were my guardian angel, you saved me all times
But angels will fall burning, all candles have burned out
There is one way to escape but worse things will await
I'll let him take me, eternity will pay my price...

just miettisin eilen illalla ennen nukkumaan menoa anttia, kun hän mulle sillon soitti joskus ja kysyi että tiedänkö mä kuinka vaikeeta on kantaa oma eno hautaan.. vastasin että en.. mutta nyt haluaisin esittää Antille kysymyksen, Tiedätkö miltä tuntuu ku paras ystävä kannetaan haudan lepoon?

Tänään sain kamalan puhelin soiton, Anne, Antin sisko on kuollut

On tä elämä vaan niin epäreilu

Antti ja Anne, Levätkää rauhassa, mä ainakin muistan teidät aina