Our father's were a model's for God. If our father's bailed, what does that tell you about God?
You have to consider the possibility that God does not like you. He never wanted you. In all propability, HE HATES YOU. This is not the worst thing that could happen.
WE DON'T NEED HIM. Fuck damnation, man. FUCK REDEMPTION.
Were God's unwanted children? SO BE IT!
First you have to give up. Know, not fear, KNOW, that someday you're going to die.
It's only after we've lost everything that we are free to do anything.
Congratulations. You're one step closer hitting bottom.