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Hi everybody,

could you please tell me your feelings about having to learn English at School/college/university?!
I'd really appreciate people's opinions on this one!

1. Are you tall?
Nope. But good things come in small packages :D

2. A Blonde?
lAt the moment, my hair's purple...but I have dark blonde hair naturally.

3. In your pajamas?
Yep

4. Left handed?
Nope

LAST:
1. Friend you saw: Pav
2. Talked to on the phone: Äiti
3. Person to text you: Lazu
4. Piercing you got?: Nose, June 2004
5. Was today better than yesterday?: That remains to be seen ^-^

FAVORITE:
1. Number: 12
2. Colour: lots of colours.
3. Food: Anything home cooked- fast food does nothing for me.
4. Place: Bed
5. Day: saturday

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: Read some text messages, stumbled into the kitchen and made tea.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: a few things bubbling beneath the surface.

Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters (Cinema)?
A: The Simpsons Movie (English with Finnish and Swedish subtitles) @ Plevna i Tammerfors.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: James's room

Q: Do you smile often?:
A: These last days, yes ^^

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A. Yeah

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Not overly. I'm shy, and I have problems relaxing around others. If I am sufficiently relaxed though, I come across as quite a decent person. I hope.

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: James' bed, then my bed ^^

Q: Why did you sleep there?
A: 'cause I fell asleep whilst talking to him, and then I woke up and went to my own bed.

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: Can't really remember. About 2 weeks ago I think

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: "Aaah. Peace."

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: 6

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: Uniklubi, Kylmää

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: My feet are sore o.O

Q: What's your favorite month?
A: July/august.

Q: How many kids do you want/have?
A: 2 or 3

NINE EMOTIONS
1. Are you missing someone right now? Nope. Should I be?
2. Are you happy?: Not overtly so.
3. Are you sad? Nope
4. Are you bored?: yes
5. Are you excited?: not overly, no.
6. Are you nervous?: about what?!
7. Are you tired?: fucking knackered.
8: Do you have a crush on someone?: obviously!

voi. heräsin klo 1 o.O menin sänkyyn ihan aikaisin- klo 11.30.
Viime yönä oli klubilla "Fetish Night". En menny. En tykkää yöklubista, niin miks pitäis mä maksaa 5£ mennä sinne?! Naapurit ovat aina kännissä, ja kun en juo, se on harvoin kiva minulle, erikoisesti kun minun ystäviä on niin kännissä, että mä tarvitsen viedä niitä kotiin!! Heh. Actually, ajoin mennä kun kohta on joulu yms, mutta joo ^-^

Tämä viikkoa on ollu ihan erilainen kuin normaalisesti. Mä menin Leggin kanssa viime viikonloppua Nottinghamiin katsoa The 69 Eyesin keikka :) Se oli kiva- hyvää musiikkia <3
Mä tulin 'kotiin' sunnuntai iltana, ja keittiössä oli kuin normaali *sigh* mutta meillä on nyt siellä joulukuusi ja jouluvalot :D sinistä ja hopeasta = <3 <3 <3
Anyway, en ole sunnuntain ketään nähnyt, niin menin sänkyyn.
Maanantai oli ihan ok. Mitään ei tapahtunut.
Tiistai oli 'meh', en muista jos mä oon tehnyt mitään :-/
Keskiviiko: OHO!! Mark lentäisi takaisin englantiin. Me lähettimme melkein 160 viestiä illassa o.O hän on sanonut, että hän tykkää minusta. Mäkin tykkään hänestä <3
Torstaina: klo 4:30 aamulla tuli mun luonaan James, ja me puhuttiin vähän mun uudesta tilanneista, ja kerroin hänelle, että hän on toinen poika että mä tykkään. Ooops. Heh. Sitten torstai oli ok.
Perjantai: olin niin väsyttää etten menny Saksan kurssiin aamulla (12-2), ja kun menin Sociolinguisticsiin kurssiin, opettaja oli sairas, niin mullei oo mitään kursit! YES! <3

Hyvä juttu on, että mä oon löytänyt jossain asua ens vuonna (toivottavasti) http://www.colchesterstudenthousing.co.uk/9bennett.php <--- :D Tilanne on, että mä asuisin Pav, Matt, Murray ja Miken kanssa :D:D:D:D:D KIVA <3

French: 2:2
German: 2:2
Sociolinguistics: 2:1!!!!
TEFL..... ?!

Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeah!

***SETLIST***

Framed in Blood
Never Say Die
Angel on my Shoulder
Feel Berlin
Christina Death
Rocker
Ghost
Wrap your Troubles in Dreams
Betty Blue
Stolen Season
Wings and Hearts
The Chair
Los Angeles
Dance d'Amour
Lost Boys

***ENCORE***

Brandon Lee
Perfect Skin
Devils

I'm starting to feel that I've changed maybe *too* much.
I'm no long excited about the same things that my friends are.
I have different interests, and priorities.
My attitude seems too mature, too moral, and too proactive.
And apparently, I'm a chav, because I wear 'mainstream' clothes, and listen to more than just rock music. That's the thing that hurts the most, because naming someone due to their clothes is immature, and quite frankly something I left largely behind in 6th Form.
I wear these clothes because they're comfortable, and I can afford them.
I listen to this music, because that is what I like at the moment.
I have this attitude because I got off my arse and went to Finland for a year, and had to grow up alot, and cope with things that some people are only just experiencing, or even that they haven't yet. My social circle consisted of people over the age of 21, and so perhaps that's why I think "too old" and act like an old person

[TUSSI]
[x] Du besitzt ein Handy.
[x] Du besitzt etwas von H&M / C&A.
[x] Du besitzt etwas von Pimkie / Orsay / New Yorker etc.
[ ] Du besitzt Markenartikel (Dolce & Gabbana / Gucci / Chanel etc.).
[ ] Du gehst gerne shoppen.
[ ] Du magst MTV / Viva.
[ ] Du schaust gerne 'Sex and the City'.
[ ] Du wurdest schon einmal Schlampe genannt. Und es war ernst gemeint.
[ ] Du gehst regelmäßig ins Solarium.
[ ] Du achtest auf Mode / neue Trends.
3

[GOTH]

[ ] Deine Lieblingsfarbe ist schwarz.
[x] Du liebst Rosen und Patchouli.
[x] Du liebst Lack / Leder / Spitze / Satin / Samt etc.
[x] Du hast schon einmal über den Tod oder/und Suizid nachgedacht.
[x]Du gehst gerne auf Friedhöfe.
[x] Du besitzt etwas von xtrax.
[x] Du trägst gerne viel Schmuck.
[x] Du hast schon einmal schwarzen Lippenstift getragen.
[ ] Du hasst die gesamte Menschheit.
[ ] Du bist Atheist / Satanist / stolzer Heide.
7

[PUNK]

[ ] Du trinkst gerne Bier.
[ ] Du magst Kariertes.
[ ] Du magst Nieten.
[x] Du hasst Kommerz.
[ ] Du hasst Autorität.
[x] Du hast / hattest / willst blaue, pinke, rote, lila oder grüne Haare.
[ ] Du verprügelst gerne Neo Nazis / "Gangstas".
[ ] Du trägst Doc Martens
[x] Du hast Piercings
[ ] Du bist immer / oft betrunken.
3

[NERD]

[x] Du liebst Computer.
[x] Du liebst Bücher.
[ ] Du magst Harry Potter.
[x] Du musst eine Brille tragen.
[x] Du bekommst oft gute Noten.
[x] Du schleimst dich gerne bei Lehrern ein.
[x] Es ist dir egal wie du aussiehst.
[x ] Du machst immer deine Hausaufgaben.
[ x] Du lernst gerne.
[ ] Du fehlst nie in der Schule.
8

[EMO]

[x ] Du bist oft traurig / frustriert.
[ ] Du besitzt eine Brille mit dicken schwarzen Rändern.
[x] Du magst Punkte / Streifen / Sterne etc.
[ ] Du weinst schnell.
[ ] Du hasst es Emo genannt zu werden.
[ ] Du willst / trägst mindestens ein Lippenpiercing
[ ] Du hast schonmal ein trauriges Gedicht geschrieben und besitzt ein Tagebuch.
[ ] Du hast ein aufwendiges MySpace Layout.
[x] Deine Haare sind / waren schwarz gefärbt.
[x] Du hast/hattest blonde, pinke, lila oder rote Strähnchen / Extensions.
4

[GANGSTA]

[ ] Du liebst Autos.
[ ] Du magst goldene / silberne Panzerketten.
[ ] Du warst / bist in einer Gang.
[ ] Du kannst rappen / Breakdancing.
[ ] Du trägst Baggypants und T-Shirts, die zu groß sind.
[ ] Du trägst deine Schirmkappe schräg auf dem Kopf.
[ ] Du sagst mehrmals am Tag "Yo" / "Alter" / "krass" / "Ich schwör".
[x] Du weißt, dass Tupac und Biggy tot sind.
[ ] Du benutzt nie Kopfhörer, selbst wenn du unter Leuten Musik hörst.
[x] Du gestikulierst viel während du redest.
2

[HARDCORE]

[x] Du liebst laute Musik.
[ ] Du magst Bandanas.
[ ] Du mochtest / magst die Ninja Turtles.
[ ] Du trainierst deine Muskeln.
[ ] Du trägst fast immer ein Bandshirt.
[ ] Viele Leute haben Angst vor dir.
[ ] Der Moshpit ist dein Zuhause.
[ ] Du hast ein Tattoo an der Wade.
[ ] Du trägst Flesh Tunnels.
[ ] Du trägst die Kapuze deines Pullis meistens / gerne auf dem Kopf. HESA style *löl*
1

Ergebnis:
Tussi: 3
Goth: 7
Punk: 3
Nerd: 8
Emo: 4
Gangsta: 2
Hardcore: 1

i'm absolutely exhausted. I've only had 4 hours sleep last night, which is bad times all round. I overslept by an hour, thus missed my TEFL lecture :-/ I'm angry that I'm overslept. But I'm angrier still, that I allowed myself to do it. My attitude to my studies is quite frankly at the moment dreadful, and I really need to get my arse into gear and change things. I've made some amends- in that I actually worked over the weekend to meet deadlines etc etc. But that still leaves alot to be desired.

Pav and James persuaded me to go out with them last night. It was a free event, so I didn't really begrudge it in that sense. But it wasn't the liveliest of nights, and it was made worse by the arrival of some of James' friends- including the delightful Becky and Fiona. I'm sure that they're nice enough, but I really don't approve of the way that Becky's treating Mike, who I feel very protective over, and as for the other girl, she was all over James, which wasn't my idea of fun.
But using the crap night as our excuse, Pav and I left the club and returned back to the flat, and ended up sitting in the kitchen with Ade and having a chat, which is really nice, 'cause we don't really talk to him much, but he is actually a really sound guy- he's got a fantastic work ethic, is mature, and is also really sensible, which makes a change from some of the other flatmates, not that I have anything against them. Noh, in fact the total opposite is true: I love and respect them all dearly!

But yeah. Just as I was getting ready for bed, James came home. First I knew of it, was when he knocked on my door as I was about to walk into the kitchen. He wanted to talk to me, because Sean was trying to pull Fiona. Heh. Like I give a flying monkey's about that?! Grrr. But yeah, he didn't bother in the end, and then we all sat in the kitchen talking. Then everyone went to bed, but I couldn't actually sleep.
Neither could James though, so he came and hung out in my room for a while...and I'm starting to think that he didn't leave until shortly before 5, 'cause we were talking way past 4am 'cause I remember commenting about it...which means he would have left around 4:45 o.O fucking hell. That explains the tiredness.

Had quite an ok conversation, although I did get a little riled towards the end, as he was in my bed. Fiend. But yeah, he persuaded me to miss my lecture today, which was bad times. Bad bad times. And OMG. I really am starting to lose my patience with him...slating guys I like, teasing me about things... I'm sick of being seen as one of the guys, rather than the girl that I am. You know?
I went early yesterday evening to the shop with Mike, and he said something and I said "you shouldn't say that in front of a lady", to which he replied "but you're just one of the guys." And that hit me like a smack in the face.

What's it gonna take for people to see me as a girl?!

mä vihaan, että mä tykkään hänestä niin kauheasti. Se tarkoittaa, että kun hän on tytön kanssa, mä oon tosi kateellinen. aina. mutta herranjumala, miks TOI tyttö?!
Noh, tänä iltana, mentiin klubiin. Se oli siellä tylsää (niin mä oon nyt kotona). Mutta hän sanoi meille "no, odota vähän- älä mee!" o...k.... niin odotimme. ja odotimme. sitten hän sanoi, "toi tyttö on tulossa..." Uh-oh. En tykkää hänestä, kun hän nimittelee mua kun en ole paikalla, ja oikeasti, hän on kauhea. Voin sanoa sama hänen ystävästä- mun kaveri mike tykkää toinen tytöstä, ja hän "tykkää" hänestäkin...tai, ainakin kun hän halua *rolleye* hänellä on 2 pojat... mike, ja toinen poika. mike ei ole ok tästä, mut hän ei sanoo mitään hänelle, niin hän uskoo, että se on ok. Grrrrr.
Sitten kun oon mike tai jarmon kanssa, mä pitäisi kuulla, miten he ovat onneton yms yms. niin, kun kello on 3 aamulla, en halua kuulla sitä, se EI OO MUN ONGELMANI, mutta en voi sanoa mitään kun he ovat mun ystäviäni -___- prkl. Vihaan siitä, ja en voi uskoa, että aina se on samaa tilanne- always the bridesmaid, never the bride.