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We had a fire alarm at 8:50am this morning. Luckily I was up, but I had to sling on a pair of jeans, grab my coat/scarf, and make a dash for it. Others were less lucky- one of my flatmates wished me a good morning whilst his jeans were still undone. I didn't smirk. Much ^-^
So that was quite a bad omen.
Then it turns out, we've lost the house we liked- Mike dropped out yesterday, and Rob dropped out of living with Jamie/Alex/Sean, so now Murray's joining them. Which means we're up shit without a paddle until March. I'm fucking furious about it.
Then Thomas has left. He gave me chocolate last night as a present *sniffs*, and I went and saw him before I went to my Seminar (Lesson Planning). Had a chat, and I didn't cry *cheers* But I still feel fucking dreadful.
Was going to go to Clacton today, xmas shopping, but given that I have hardly any money.....there's no point- my friend owns a shop there (he used to be my boss), and so I was hoping to see if he's still around ^^ I dunno.
Went out with Äiti, Iskä and Jono last night. Made a twat out of myself by bursting into tears when they mentioned Finland, which I'm a bit embarrassed about....urgh. I dunno anymore -_-
Then, the absolute icing on my cake: I'm running out of food, 'cause somebody's taken 3 meals. I mean, WTF?!?! They trash the kitchen, they use my things and don't clean up, and now they've stolen my food. I've had enough of this.

Yeah, I am. I'm not here to be messed around with, antagonised or anything of the sort. I'm not a mission, or a challenge for you to complete. Don't fuck around with me, because it's not fair. When I've had a bad day, and I tell you so, I don't expect a lifetime of empathy/sympathy, but I would like to have some form of concern from you, rather than you go whining on about how hard your day's been. Pläh. :(

mä sain tänä iltana suklaata lahjaksi thomasilta. hän lähtee itävalaan huomenna *itken*

Hi everybody,

could you please tell me your feelings about having to learn English at School/college/university?!
I'd really appreciate people's opinions on this one!

1. Are you tall?
Nope. But good things come in small packages :D

2. A Blonde?
lAt the moment, my hair's purple...but I have dark blonde hair naturally.

3. In your pajamas?
Yep

4. Left handed?
Nope

LAST:
1. Friend you saw: Pav
2. Talked to on the phone: Äiti
3. Person to text you: Lazu
4. Piercing you got?: Nose, June 2004
5. Was today better than yesterday?: That remains to be seen ^-^

FAVORITE:
1. Number: 12
2. Colour: lots of colours.
3. Food: Anything home cooked- fast food does nothing for me.
4. Place: Bed
5. Day: saturday

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: Read some text messages, stumbled into the kitchen and made tea.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: a few things bubbling beneath the surface.

Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters (Cinema)?
A: The Simpsons Movie (English with Finnish and Swedish subtitles) @ Plevna i Tammerfors.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: James's room

Q: Do you smile often?:
A: These last days, yes ^^

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A. Yeah

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Not overly. I'm shy, and I have problems relaxing around others. If I am sufficiently relaxed though, I come across as quite a decent person. I hope.

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: James' bed, then my bed ^^

Q: Why did you sleep there?
A: 'cause I fell asleep whilst talking to him, and then I woke up and went to my own bed.

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: Can't really remember. About 2 weeks ago I think

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: "Aaah. Peace."

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: 6

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: Uniklubi, Kylmää

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: My feet are sore o.O

Q: What's your favorite month?
A: July/august.

Q: How many kids do you want/have?
A: 2 or 3

NINE EMOTIONS
1. Are you missing someone right now? Nope. Should I be?
2. Are you happy?: Not overtly so.
3. Are you sad? Nope
4. Are you bored?: yes
5. Are you excited?: not overly, no.
6. Are you nervous?: about what?!
7. Are you tired?: fucking knackered.
8: Do you have a crush on someone?: obviously!

voi. heräsin klo 1 o.O menin sänkyyn ihan aikaisin- klo 11.30.
Viime yönä oli klubilla "Fetish Night". En menny. En tykkää yöklubista, niin miks pitäis mä maksaa 5£ mennä sinne?! Naapurit ovat aina kännissä, ja kun en juo, se on harvoin kiva minulle, erikoisesti kun minun ystäviä on niin kännissä, että mä tarvitsen viedä niitä kotiin!! Heh. Actually, ajoin mennä kun kohta on joulu yms, mutta joo ^-^

Tämä viikkoa on ollu ihan erilainen kuin normaalisesti. Mä menin Leggin kanssa viime viikonloppua Nottinghamiin katsoa The 69 Eyesin keikka :) Se oli kiva- hyvää musiikkia <3
Mä tulin 'kotiin' sunnuntai iltana, ja keittiössä oli kuin normaali *sigh* mutta meillä on nyt siellä joulukuusi ja jouluvalot :D sinistä ja hopeasta = <3 <3 <3
Anyway, en ole sunnuntain ketään nähnyt, niin menin sänkyyn.
Maanantai oli ihan ok. Mitään ei tapahtunut.
Tiistai oli 'meh', en muista jos mä oon tehnyt mitään :-/
Keskiviiko: OHO!! Mark lentäisi takaisin englantiin. Me lähettimme melkein 160 viestiä illassa o.O hän on sanonut, että hän tykkää minusta. Mäkin tykkään hänestä <3
Torstaina: klo 4:30 aamulla tuli mun luonaan James, ja me puhuttiin vähän mun uudesta tilanneista, ja kerroin hänelle, että hän on toinen poika että mä tykkään. Ooops. Heh. Sitten torstai oli ok.
Perjantai: olin niin väsyttää etten menny Saksan kurssiin aamulla (12-2), ja kun menin Sociolinguisticsiin kurssiin, opettaja oli sairas, niin mullei oo mitään kursit! YES! <3

Hyvä juttu on, että mä oon löytänyt jossain asua ens vuonna (toivottavasti) http://www.colchesterstudenthousing.co.uk/9bennett.php <--- :D Tilanne on, että mä asuisin Pav, Matt, Murray ja Miken kanssa :D:D:D:D:D KIVA <3

French: 2:2
German: 2:2
Sociolinguistics: 2:1!!!!
TEFL..... ?!

Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeah!

***SETLIST***

Framed in Blood
Never Say Die
Angel on my Shoulder
Feel Berlin
Christina Death
Rocker
Ghost
Wrap your Troubles in Dreams
Betty Blue
Stolen Season
Wings and Hearts
The Chair
Los Angeles
Dance d'Amour
Lost Boys

***ENCORE***

Brandon Lee
Perfect Skin
Devils

I'm starting to feel that I've changed maybe *too* much.
I'm no long excited about the same things that my friends are.
I have different interests, and priorities.
My attitude seems too mature, too moral, and too proactive.
And apparently, I'm a chav, because I wear 'mainstream' clothes, and listen to more than just rock music. That's the thing that hurts the most, because naming someone due to their clothes is immature, and quite frankly something I left largely behind in 6th Form.
I wear these clothes because they're comfortable, and I can afford them.
I listen to this music, because that is what I like at the moment.
I have this attitude because I got off my arse and went to Finland for a year, and had to grow up alot, and cope with things that some people are only just experiencing, or even that they haven't yet. My social circle consisted of people over the age of 21, and so perhaps that's why I think "too old" and act like an old person

[TUSSI]
[x] Du besitzt ein Handy.
[x] Du besitzt etwas von H&M / C&A.
[x] Du besitzt etwas von Pimkie / Orsay / New Yorker etc.
[ ] Du besitzt Markenartikel (Dolce & Gabbana / Gucci / Chanel etc.).
[ ] Du gehst gerne shoppen.
[ ] Du magst MTV / Viva.
[ ] Du schaust gerne 'Sex and the City'.
[ ] Du wurdest schon einmal Schlampe genannt. Und es war ernst gemeint.
[ ] Du gehst regelmäßig ins Solarium.
[ ] Du achtest auf Mode / neue Trends.
3

[GOTH]

[ ] Deine Lieblingsfarbe ist schwarz.
[x] Du liebst Rosen und Patchouli.
[x] Du liebst Lack / Leder / Spitze / Satin / Samt etc.
[x] Du hast schon einmal über den Tod oder/und Suizid nachgedacht.
[x]Du gehst gerne auf Friedhöfe.
[x] Du besitzt etwas von xtrax.
[x] Du trägst gerne viel Schmuck.
[x] Du hast schon einmal schwarzen Lippenstift getragen.
[ ] Du hasst die gesamte Menschheit.
[ ] Du bist Atheist / Satanist / stolzer Heide.
7

[PUNK]

[ ] Du trinkst gerne Bier.
[ ] Du magst Kariertes.
[ ] Du magst Nieten.
[x] Du hasst Kommerz.
[ ] Du hasst Autorität.
[x] Du hast / hattest / willst blaue, pinke, rote, lila oder grüne Haare.
[ ] Du verprügelst gerne Neo Nazis / "Gangstas".
[ ] Du trägst Doc Martens
[x] Du hast Piercings
[ ] Du bist immer / oft betrunken.
3

[NERD]

[x] Du liebst Computer.
[x] Du liebst Bücher.
[ ] Du magst Harry Potter.
[x] Du musst eine Brille tragen.
[x] Du bekommst oft gute Noten.
[x] Du schleimst dich gerne bei Lehrern ein.
[x] Es ist dir egal wie du aussiehst.
[x ] Du machst immer deine Hausaufgaben.
[ x] Du lernst gerne.
[ ] Du fehlst nie in der Schule.
8

[EMO]

[x ] Du bist oft traurig / frustriert.
[ ] Du besitzt eine Brille mit dicken schwarzen Rändern.
[x] Du magst Punkte / Streifen / Sterne etc.
[ ] Du weinst schnell.
[ ] Du hasst es Emo genannt zu werden.
[ ] Du willst / trägst mindestens ein Lippenpiercing
[ ] Du hast schonmal ein trauriges Gedicht geschrieben und besitzt ein Tagebuch.
[ ] Du hast ein aufwendiges MySpace Layout.
[x] Deine Haare sind / waren schwarz gefärbt.
[x] Du hast/hattest blonde, pinke, lila oder rote Strähnchen / Extensions.
4

[GANGSTA]

[ ] Du liebst Autos.
[ ] Du magst goldene / silberne Panzerketten.
[ ] Du warst / bist in einer Gang.
[ ] Du kannst rappen / Breakdancing.
[ ] Du trägst Baggypants und T-Shirts, die zu groß sind.
[ ] Du trägst deine Schirmkappe schräg auf dem Kopf.
[ ] Du sagst mehrmals am Tag "Yo" / "Alter" / "krass" / "Ich schwör".
[x] Du weißt, dass Tupac und Biggy tot sind.
[ ] Du benutzt nie Kopfhörer, selbst wenn du unter Leuten Musik hörst.
[x] Du gestikulierst viel während du redest.
2

[HARDCORE]

[x] Du liebst laute Musik.
[ ] Du magst Bandanas.
[ ] Du mochtest / magst die Ninja Turtles.
[ ] Du trainierst deine Muskeln.
[ ] Du trägst fast immer ein Bandshirt.
[ ] Viele Leute haben Angst vor dir.
[ ] Der Moshpit ist dein Zuhause.
[ ] Du hast ein Tattoo an der Wade.
[ ] Du trägst Flesh Tunnels.
[ ] Du trägst die Kapuze deines Pullis meistens / gerne auf dem Kopf. HESA style *löl*
1

Ergebnis:
Tussi: 3
Goth: 7
Punk: 3
Nerd: 8
Emo: 4
Gangsta: 2
Hardcore: 1