IRC-Galleria

Sitting in the dark, I can't forget. Even now, I realize the time I'll never get.
Another story of the Bitter Pills of Fate. I can't go back again. I can't go back
again...
But you asked me to love you and I did. Traded my emotions for a contract to

Commit. And when I got away, I only got so far. The Other Me Is Dead.
I hear his voice inside my head...
We were never alive, and we won't be born again.
But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart.
You told me to love you and I did. Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit.

So when I got away, I only kept my scars. The Other Me Is Gone.
Now I don't know where I belong...
We were never alive, and we won't be born again.
But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart.
Dead Visions in your Name.
Dead Fingers in my Veins.
Dead Memories in my Heart

My Guilt and My Shame always sell me short - always feel the same
And My Face and My Soul always wear me thin - always under control
But the longest hours you'll have in your life
Are the ones you sit through to know if you're right
So I'll wait, but I pray that I'm wrong
Because I think I know what's going on

So Let Me Get This Straight... the only will is my own
I do whatever I want and stay alone
All my decisions make it untouchable and tainted
I'm gonna suffer for the rest of my life
But I will always find a way to survive
I'm not a failure, but I know what it's like
I can take it or leave it... or die

STAY - You don't always know where you stand
'Til you know that you won't run away
There's something inside me that feels
Like Breathing in Sulfur...

My Life is undone - and I'm a sinner to most but a sage to some
And my Gods are Untrue - I'm probably wrong, but I'm better than you
And the longest hours I've had in my life
Were the ones I went through to know I was right
So I'm safe, but I'm a little outside
I'm gonna laugh when I'm buried alive

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry
I'm standing in the street
Crying out for you
No one sees me
But the silver moon

I was alone, waiting with my fantasies
Until you came, liberated me,
And taught me so much about humanity

coz it's the way you touch me baby,
Oh it's the way you touch me baby,
If you want we can talk, all night long,
But it's the way you touch me baby

I needed you to know,
Your more than just a one night stand,
I need some supervision,
I'm losing all control of my hands,
In your command

I'm just the pieces of the man I used to be
Too many bitter tears are raining down on me
I'm far away from home
And I've been facing this alone
For much too long
I feel like no-one ever told the truth to me
About growing up and what a struggle it would be
In my tangled state of mind
I've been looking back to find
Where I wen't wrong

Too much love will kill you
If you can't make up your mind
Torn between the lover
And the love you leave behind
You're headed for disaster
'cos you never read the signs
Too much love will kill you
Every time

I'm just the shadow of the man I used to be
And it seems like there's no way out of this for me
I used to bring you sunshine
Now all I ever do is bring you down
How would it be if you were standing in my shoes
Can't you see that it's impossible to choose
No there's no making sense of it
Every way I go I'm bound to lose

Too much love will kill you
Just as sure as none at all
It'll drain the power that's in you
Make you plead and scream and crawl
And the pain will make you crazy
You're the victim of your crime
Too much love will kill you
Every time

Too much love will kill you
It'll make your life a lie
Yes, too much love will kill you
And you won't understand why
You'd give your life, youd sell your soul
But here it comes again
Too much love will kill you
In the end...

Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

I am wasted away,
I made a million mistakes.
Am I too late?
There is a storm in my head;
it rains on my bed
when you are not here.
I'm not afraid of dying,
but I am afraid of losing you.

I nail you up
hanging in the tree
cross-legged
bleeding, crying, dying

I laugh
pointing at you
makes me feel good
hurting you
makes me feel even better

Until the last breath
has been taken
I climp up there

Kiss you
Hold you
Caress you
one more time

Little Angel
fly back to Heaven
This Hell is too cruel for you
You were never ment
to be happy

I never even considered
about the possibility of
killing myself
though...

You burn inside me.
You have entered into my heart, into my head.
I have turned ashes at your feet.
You have given me nothing but pain and suffering.

Yet, I worship you, my Red Flower. My Master.

Burn me, hurt me. I don't care.
I have lost everything so that I would be beside you forever.
Please...

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear IÂ’d be a better man.
IÂ’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause heÂ’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone itÂ’s broken
So theyÂ’d think that I was sleepinÂ’ alone
IÂ’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that sheÂ’d be faithful
WaitinÂ’ for me to come home
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But youÂ’re just a boy
You donÂ’t understand
Yeah you donÂ’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You donÂ’t listen to her
You donÂ’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause youÂ’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But youÂ’re just a boy