"it's funny coz for a while
I walked around with a smile,
but deep inside, I could hear
voices telling me this ain't right.
don't you know, it's not for you.
I always knew what I had to do.
but it's hard to get away,
cause I love you, I just got to stay.
friends of mine say to me,
say you got control over me.
you're not alone, I played my part.
I saw the way you were from the start.
could I expect so much from you?
you had a girl when I first met you.
did the best that you could do,
now I realize, I can't change you.
said I wouldn't walk away.
some days I want to stay.
but leaving you is what I need to do
to be ok.
I never thought it would be true,
me living without you."