I miss so much at the moment...
I am still loving being here of course but I miss my family...
My dad´s brithday is wednesday and this is the first time in nearly 27 years I am not there...
It´s his 60th....
I never thought it would ne so hard....
... and I miss my friends...
... each and everyone of them in a special way....
... because I need them so much right now...
... they mean the world to me....
I would give the world for a hug at the moment....
Just someone who hugs me and holds me for some seconds that these feelings are going away....