Every time I think about all we've been through, I want to cry.
Every time I think about all I've done for you, I want to cry.
But those tears just don't come... they dried up long ago.
I think of how I've tried for so long and hoped you'd see the light.
Oh god how I tried. The things you've said, the things I've done,
They are no match for me, or my persistence when it comes to you.
I always looked the other way, seeing what I wanted to see.
No matter what others told me, you were always first in my heart.
I gave you everything I had, but it wasn't enough.
The wall surrounding your heart is too high for me to jump,
Too strong for me to break,
So now there is only a decision to make.
I can go, get on with my life... without you.
Or, I could stay and wait for the door to be unlocked.
You told me you loved me but that's only if things go your way.
You are so spoiled and selfish - it's all about you.
You've broken my heart three times now,
It is permanently fractured.
It doesn't seem right to hurt so badly,
When all I'm giving you... is love.