IRC-Galleria

I know that I´ve been wrong
Sometimes it feels like I dont have the strenght to carry on
Sometimes it feels that there were no reason at all
All the hardships I endured come back tenfold
and everything seems to be too hard to comprehend.

I try to pick my self up and fake a smile
I try to reassure myself that everything is fine
but it´s getting harder to believe in my own lies...
still I just watch as the life passes me by

There´s not a single word that can take this away from me
I´ve grown too familiar with the pain
it´s the only thing that keeps me attached to reality...
All the time I spend waging a war against myself was just a waste of energy
The demons inside me wont let me be at ease....

I try to pick my self up and fake a smile
I try to reassure myself that everything is fine
but it´s getting harder to believe in my own lies...
still I just watch as the life passes me by

Sometimes I just want to scream this world into it´s bitter end.....
Still here I stand bruised and confused staring at the mirror
wondering who the fuck Im lookin at.....