IRC-Galleria

Standing in the crossroads making deals with the devil, these roads seem to lead nowhere and the night makes me feel more alone.
All that I´ve given was in vain but the past and the future look all the same....

I tried to erase all the memories but the mirror brings back the long lost tragedies, I can cry million seas but it woud not change anything.

Tonight as I stand in the pale moonlight staring in to his eyes, I whisper words that I never dared before.

"I give my soul in change for one perfect day"

I know that I´ve been wrong
Sometimes it feels like I dont have the strenght to carry on
Sometimes it feels that there were no reason at all
All the hardships I endured come back tenfold
and everything seems to be too hard to comprehend.

I try to pick my self up and fake a smile
I try to reassure myself that everything is fine
but it´s getting harder to believe in my own lies...
still I just watch as the life passes me by

There´s not a single word that can take this away from me
I´ve grown too familiar with the pain
it´s the only thing that keeps me attached to reality...
All the time I spend waging a war against myself was just a waste of energy
The demons inside me wont let me be at ease....

I try to pick my self up and fake a smile
I try to reassure myself that everything is fine
but it´s getting harder to believe in my own lies...
still I just watch as the life passes me by

Sometimes I just want to scream this world into it´s bitter end.....
Still here I stand bruised and confused staring at the mirror
wondering who the fuck Im lookin at.....

She would sacrifice everything to be undead, but the dreams she have just wont fade.

I could never take her innocence, I will forever stay loyal to her wishes and do my best that sorrow will never darken the heart so pure.

All my strength and all my will just for her, skin snow white, lips colder than the most bitter lie....for her I will try for her I will die....

I miss the mornings when the sun warmed my face and her everlasting embrace...I had to go but the memories will always show that no matter how far I travel the voice haunts forever....I miss you....