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Broken Home

Broken home, all alone (x2)

I can't seem to fight these feelings
I'm caught in the middle of this
And my wounds are not healing
I'm stuck in between my parents
I wish I had someone to talk to, someone I could confide in
I just want to know the truth, I just want to know the truth
Want to know the truth ...

Broken home, all alone

I know my mother loves me
But does my father even care if I'm sad or angry?
You were never ever there when I needed you
I hope you regret what you did
I think I know the truth, your father did the same to you
Did the same to you ...

I'm crying day and night now
What is wrong with me?
I cannot fight now, I feel like a weak link
Crying day and night now
What is wrong with me? I cannot fight now, I feel like a weak link

Push it back ... inside
Push it back ... inside
(A weak link)
Push it back ... inside
Push it back ... INSIDE!

Broken home, all alone

It feels bad to be alone
Crying by yourself, living in a broken home
How could I tell it so all y'all could feel it?
Depression strikes hard like my old earth would tell it
To me, her son, she told me I'm the one
Pain bottled up about to blow like a gun
Stories that I tell are non-fiction
And you can take it back cause it's already done

BROKEN HOME!!!!! (x2)

Can't seem to fight these feelings, caught in the middle of this
And my wounds are not healing, stuck in between my parents

BROKEN HOME!!!!! (x2)

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I trusted myself to a girl, just to wait for her time.
I`m tyring my best but it hurts me.
I try to SCREAM! I try to cry but i can`t
Some thing is holding me back.
I don`t know why, but I can`t show my feelings.
Am I just waiting for you
Have I denied my feelings, have i forgotten them?
No, I still find you attractive and want to know the whole of you.
Can I sit here alone in the dark and weep?
Just allowing time to flow and hoping for the day,
You allow me to learn to love you and to hold you
Trought these cold and lonely night we share
Joinend together alone

2. Last Man Standing

(I) I am the one
(The one) Who lost control
(Control) But in the end I'd be the
Last Man Standing

(I) I am the one
(The one) Who sold his soul
(His soul) Forever gone to be the
Last Man Standing

Glorious
Noble in my mind
Everything a fight to win
Taking all and giving
Whatever my pride would let me
Not backing down, not giving in
I wouldn't lose, I couldn't

(I) I am the one
(The one) Who lost control
(Control) But in the end I'd be the
Last Man Standing

(I) I am the one
(The one) Who sold his soul
(His soul) Forever gone to be the
Last Man Standing

I walk alone
With my head held high
Never felt that I belonged
Stand my ground at all costs
Running through life with blindfolds
Just for the right - right to be wrong

Nothing would rule my world but-

(I) I am the one
(The one) Who lost control
(Control) But in the end I'd be the
Last Man Standing

(I) I am the one
(The one) Who sold his soul
(His soul) Forever gone to be the
Last Man Standing

[Solo - Stefan Elmgren]

Nothing would rule my world but-

(I) I am the one
(The one) Who lost control
(Control) But in the end I'd be the
Last Man Standing

(I) I am the one
(The one) Who sold his soul
(His soul) Forever gone to be the
Last Man Standing

(I) I am the one
(The one) Who lost control
(Control) But in the end I'd be the
Last Man Standing

(I) I am the one
(The one) Who sold his soul
(His soul) Forever gone to be the
Last Man Standing

Seeing clearer what I've done
I'd refuse to let things go
I could never once admit I'm wrong
And what do I have to show?

Seeing clearer what's at stake
And the things I have to change
I just hope I can, it's not too late
To get a chance to end this pain

Fuck
DonÂ’t cry victim to me
Everything we are and used to be
Is buried and gone
Now itÂ’s my turn to speak
ItÂ’s my turn to expose and
Release whatÂ’s been killing me
IÂ’ll be down
fighting you
ItÂ’s impossible, impossible
Say goodbye, with no sympathy

IÂ’m entitled to overcome
Completely stunned and numb
Knock me down, throw me to the floor
ThereÂ’s no pain I can feel no more
IÂ’m entitled to overcome,
Overcome

Finally see whatÂ’s beneath
Everything I am and hope to be
Cannot be lost
IÂ’ll be down
fighting you
YouÂ’re impossible, impossible
Say goodbye, with no sympathy

IÂ’m entitled to overcome
Completely stunned and numb
Knock me down, throw me to the floor
ThereÂ’s no pain I can feel no more
IÂ’m entitled to overcome.

YouÂ’ll never know what I was thinkin
Before you came round
Take a step, take a breath, put your guard down
I cannot worry anymore of what you think of me
I may be crazy but I bury it in a memory

IÂ’m entitled to overcome
Completely stunned and numb
Knock me down, throw me to the floor
ThereÂ’s no pain I can feel no more
(to feel no more) backing vocal
IÂ’m entitled to overcome
(to feel no more) backing vocal
Completely stunned and numb
(to feel no more) backing vocal
IÂ’m entitled to overcome
Completely stunned and numb
IÂ’m entitled to overcome,

I may be crazy but I bury it in a memory

A queen of gold - I made her

A silver bride - I built her

A queen of gold - no heart

A silver bride - no warmth

No life

Joka ilta kun lamppu sammuu
ja saapuu se oikea yö


ilkeys nurkassa varttuu ja lapsiansa syö
kuoleman pelko herää
ne joukkoja ikkunas alle kerää
kätesi ristiin laita
ettei perkele niskojasi taita

jes... vittu mä oon hyvä, yks tikki ja kasa liimaa ja taas mennään... viilsin sitten remppahommissa peukalon valtimon auki ja verta on joka paikassa nyh joutuu sit siivoo ennenkunvoi taas jatkaa

It's 5 in the morning and he`s starting at the starless sky, somewhere out of touch
He fells the rain falling down on his face and his tears tell us something about her state
Only in the shadows of the night he`s safe from the nightmares the pain felt in daylight
Soon he will realise that here everything is nothing and his heart will be broken once again.

I came from nothing
into existence, to live
from your shame

And right by your side
is where I'll stand
Your journey begins
and ends with me

I am the way the truth
and the life and my
salvation is for sale

So if you're looking for a shelter
just stick around
I'll seal your fate

In this land of temptation...
well, I know how sorrow creeps
So pray with me,
children of the night
I'm alway on your side
Until the end of time

Follow me into the
light of the end
Oh, I say... Follow me
A heart that bleeds will never die
Amen!