Oh my lord how I hate living this life
What if I would be just a feeling..?
Bleeding just to know I'm alive
Seeding my sorrow to my beloved ones
Crying alone as twilight caress my skin
Falling to lose it all.. even my darkest sin
Oh my lord how I hate myself
What if I would be just a feeling..?
I can't bring you back
You're already drifted so far away
Sinner can't be a redeemer
Not even redeemer of a dying child
Oh my lord what have I done wrong?
Could I be just a feeling..?
Blowing inside everyone's head
Offering the most of what heaven can create
Threatening with darkest pains of hell
Embracing desiring thoughts
Killing slowly what they've become
What if I was just a feeling..?
Oh my lord, no more I can live with myself