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aaaahhh hate my life hate my life hate my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK WANNA SCREAM TO MEEEEE WANNA SLAP ME WANNA WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!(pretty loving myself yeah)

FUCK WHY IM SO IDIOT THAT IM A NERD WHEN THERE´S NO NEED AND I CANT STUDY OR DO STH ELSE WHEN IT´S NEEDED????AARRRGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!WHY IM SO LAZY STILL??????SDTUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY........

AHAHA OK it´s kinda passed screaming works:))the thing is im still online so hmm ee fuck..

Maybe europe tour didn´t work out for me,ahaha it wasnt like imaginated before for sure but in every aspect it worths to EVERYTHING.Ahaha,i´ll never forget all that idiotic moments,air gentil á Paris,maniac LONDON RUNNING,ahaha all ee noou saila from eeva,hippie life with kilpikonna,all pain in the feet,carying stupid bags for hours,getting lost in every station,felling in love with st.michelle square,new idioms like all roads are going to trafalgar square,taking ppl(poor tiina and very poor eeva)to museums and running all the day,ahaha being very very tired and still running,sometimes there´s nothing else to do and just staring at ppl from that country,breaking all the rules and feeling comfy,seeing ppl havent seen for very long time,meeting with new ppl and laugh with them,well it´s great to feel like a street kiddo actually,aaah seeing jeremy irons alive,lots of i was there pics,lying on the ground(doesnt matter where,hyde park or airport-especially airport one),eating disgusting cheese for 3 days-then finding baklava at home,living with one pound for 3 days-becoming coffee addict but couldnt drink it(hmm tea person before),speaking finnish for others not to understand(ahaha bravo to my friends who are able to understand my "fluent" finnish,kiitos kiitos for not laughing or sayin mitäh:)),trying to stay alive at that hotel in paris(peed bed sheets),croisant-coffee or bacon-tea or feta cheese-nuts-tea oooor healthy finnish cousine?Ahahha after complaining about all finnish stuff coming back to here and realising that have missed here,feeling in limbo dont belong to somewhere anymore just like wanted before but dont know anymore if wanting same thing for whole life....travel travel travel travel travel travel travel travel travel...next destination sweden but with afs so no street kiddo,hmm already searching flights to scotland-interraril interrail interrail interrail...

THE MOST IMPORTANT THING hmmm maybe not that important anymore????Or so important and cuz im dreaming it´s not gonna happen?University?Politics?Ahaha,immigrant rights:)?UN?Helsinki?Ankara?Cyprus?Paris?LSE?Radio?ODTU?Placebo?Guilty?eeee fuck ,just fuck it keep going..

BTW,are there anybody knowing what the hell is absolutism different than political aspects??

wanna learn to fell down...........................................................................