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Sick of trying to find a way inside. Sick and tired of all the after.
Sick of trying ot find a way to slide, even though it always ends in laughter.
I'ts never hard to tell when things are done. She looked into my eyes and a voice said RUN!
She says that I'm a mess but it's alright. Whether it's 2 weeks, 2 years or just tonight.

You can occupy my every sigh, You can rent a space inside my mind. At least untill the price becomes too high.

I can find a reason that we should quit. I can find a reason to do it,
I can find excuses for all my shit. She tells me just to work right through it.
She's pretty and I like her but she's too well, 'cause I need red flags and long nights and she can tell.
It's not that its my fault it's just my style. Beginning with a look and then a smile.

You can occupy my every sigh, You can rent a space inside my mind. At least untill the price becomes too high.

She don't need a thing, she don't need saving or a lay. She's got all the friends around and you can hear them say:
"He's not into you, he's into the idea of" But little do they know that she's not through.

You can occupy my every sigh, You can rent a space inside my mind. At least untill the price becomes too high...

I'm digging you a desert grave underneath the burning sun.
I'm digging you a desert grave, you won't be found by anyone.
Burying the sins of man, in an eternal tomb of sand.
Vultures circle in the sky and you my dear are the reason why.

You fought so hard to get away from the tight grip of death.
You tried so hard to run away, until your last dying breath.
Burying the sins of man in an eternal tomb of sand.
Vultures circle in the sky. You my dear are the reason why.

Go kiss the daylight goodbye as the sun lays down to die.
Comes to end another day. As night falls on your desert grave.

Täytä kohdat, ja haasta sitten viisi seuraavaa:

TÄMÄNHETKINEN:

1. Sijainti? - Kämpillä
2. Opiskelu/työpaikka? - Vansco Electronics Oy
3. Vaatetus? - Red Skull-paita ja White Skull-farmarit
4. Olotila? - Hikinen
5. Musiikki? - Dog Fasfion Disco - Darkest Days
6. Ärsytys? - Typerät ihmiset
7. Ilon aihe? - darrattomuus
8. Ihastus? - Katselee suolattuja elimiä toisessa huoneessa
9. Ajatus? - Missä?
10. Mieliteko? - Aloitin siivoamaan (en mielelläni, mutta on pakko)

VIIMEISIN:
1. Humala? - M.A.N./Fear Factoryn Keikalla viikko sitten
2. Automatka? - Duuni - kämppä
3. Kalenterimerkintä? - en suporttaa
4. Elokuva? - Idle hands
5. Tekstiviesti? - Evt. Havannan joku mainos
6. Lääkäri/sairaalakäynti? - Keskiviikkona (vatsatauti)
7. Vaateostos? - White Skull-housut
8. Matka? - Stadiin, FF-keikka
9. Pettymys? - Misery Index
10. Unohdus? - Unohdin jo mitä unohdin

SEURAAVA/TULEVA:
1. Keikka/konsertti? - ööö... Paradise Lost, ehkä. Provinssi tietysti sitten joskus
2. Yöpaikka? - Sänky
3. Ostos? - Ruokaa. Lasitaulu, johon saa laittaa kerätyt settilistat
4. Rahanlähde? - IAET-kassa?
5. Tavattu ystävä? - evt. Katsotaan
6. Soitettu puhelu? - evt.
7. Teko tämän kyselyn jälkeen? - Kuppaan
8. Juhlan aihe? - Tuparit kenties
9. Lupaus? - todennu että paree ku ei lupaa mitää (varastin haksulta)

LEMPI:
1. Jogurtti? - Kolmesta mahdollisesta syötävästä : mansikka-greippi
2. Tupakkamerkki? - Sininen Lämäri
3. Piirretty elokuva? - Viidakon Läskipää
4. Itsetehty ruoka? - Konjakki pihvi ja lohkoperunat
5. Rakkauslaulu? - SYL - Love?
6. Baari/Ravintola? - Hullupullo
7. Auto? - Oma biimerin vanhus
8. Sunnuntain viettotapa? - darra
9. Ruokakauppa? - Shittari
10. Levyn kansi? - Nuclear Rabbit - Mutopia

EPÄMIELUISIN:
1. Virvoitusjuoma? - Salmiakki kola tai fievel-limsa
2. Asia kotipaikkakunnallasi? - Apinat autoissansa
3. Herätys? - Kaikki perus
4. Suudelma? - semmoset EVOt
5. Karkki? - Fazerin parhaat (ei jääkarhut)
6. Puoli itsessä? - Laiskimus maksimus
7. Sairastettu tauti? - Kaikki, jotka estää pystyssä olemisen
8. TV-ohjelma? - 99,9% reality ohjelmista. Johdossa tällä hetkellä efsii nördärit (en ole kyllä sekuntiakaan kattonu, mutta silti)
9. Alkoholijuoma? - SLIVOVICHY POPOZEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (joku tuokaa mulle muutama pullo jostain itävallasta jos saatte!)
10. Kieli? - Mathlab ja Java

Sinä, joka luet tätä, kuvaile minua yhdellä sanalla.
Siis vain yhdellä ( ! ), ja sen jälkeen laita tämä omaan päiväkirjaasi, jotta näet mitä muut ajattelevat sinusta.

So far so good oh well, so you're in love what the hell.
Someday I can retry this gut rhetoric outtake.
Why must I feel disgrace please wipe that smile off your face.
Forget you, all you do I know that you'll forgive me.

Your piece of me is fading, part of me is gone,
saw you from far away, and lost you in the sun.
So far, so long.

This is a point of view it's doing nothing for you,
I donÂ’t care if you stare its not that complimentary.
I'm where I need to be is that hard for you to see.
What once was better for you is better for me.

Your piece of me is fading part of me is gone.
Saw you from far away and lost you in the sun.
So far, so long, so long, too long.

She said she doesn't want a boyfriend, she's better off with friends
She doesn't like getting hurt when serious relations end
He only wants to see her whenever she will permit
He only wants to be with her and quit feeling like shit

All that he can give, he gives her
more then he really should now
whenever they meet he'll see her
and he'll tell her that he's happy
She feels good

This simple situation is easier unsaid
He knows just by him asking her it goes straight up to her head

If she could give the time she see that everythings fine
Its not up to me
She wishes that he would see its nothing to be that she will for he

She says she'll never need a boyfriend, she's happy with her friends
She's keeping all her secrets with her up until the end

All that he can give, he gives her
More then he really should now
Whenever they meet he'll see her
And he'll tell her that he's happy
She feels good

Once there was a man whose head produces a voice, like a blanket of lead.
And when he started to comentate, a thousand thoughts would suffocate.

And once there was a man who stood, he nailed he's feet into the wood.
And when you try to circumscribe, you can't get past his diatribe.

One way, my way. What I say, goes!
My opinion is fact, and if you react, then it's gonna come to blows.

Once there was a man whose fist hung from his tongue, like a hideous cist.
And new ideas that might confllict, were beaten up by his retorict.

Eilen oltiin sitten katsomassa Depeche Modea areenalla. Keikka lähenteli täydellisyyttä kokonaisuudessaan. Soittivat jopa Shake The Diseasen, jota en koskaan voinut edes toivoa kuulevani livenä. Tässä on kuitenkin eilinen settilista :

Intro
A Pain That I'm Used To
John The Revelator
A Question Of Time
Policy Of Truth
Precious
Walking In My Shoes
Suffer Well
Damaged People
Home
I Want It All
The Sinner In Me
I Feel You
Behind The Wheel
World In My Eyes
Personal Jesus
Enjoy The Silence
Shake The Disease
Just Can't Get Enough
Everything Counts
Never Let Me Down Again
Goodnight Lovers

Eli siis melkein täydellinen setti. Ainoana olisin vaihtanut Damaged Peoplen In Your Roomiin, jolloin setti olisi ollut itse täydellisyys. Mutta näinkin se oli aivan mahtava.

Lähdettiin siitä sitten Public Corneriin juomaan maanantain halpaa kaljaa. Jossain vaiheessa paikalle ilmestyi joitain mimmejä ja kaveri, jolla oli helvetin iso karvalakki päässä. Myöhemmin, kun joku mimmeistä otti hatun kaverilta pois, huomasimme että se olikin Martin Gore. Pakkohan sinne oli sitten mennä jamittelemaan mukaan, etenkin kun erikseen pyydettiin. Enpä olisi heti uskonut bääseväni jamittelemaan huomattavasti humaloituneen herra Goren kanssa. Että semmoista. Nimmari täytyi tietysti pyytää myös (joka muistuttaa enemmänkin jotain tähteä, kuin mitään nimeä). Nyt sitten kärsimme darraa tämän päivän.

I wish we could be vampires, let the sunset set us on fire.
I've got your picture on the flyer, that's on the wall.
I like to think I'm solid stone and need to spend my time alone.
So why I feel you in my bones, with your hands on my soul?

Hows about that me and you, forgot this life to start a new?
Like two scarecrows that up and flew, that flew far away.
Never got to see my son, stuck in darkness far to long.
Where are all our 20's gone? Well it's different thing to say.

All it ever seemed. All it ever seemed, again. That's all it seemed.

And more than just amphetamine. And wanting to be Steve McQueen,
In the one that had the car chase scene, through San Francisco.
My need for you could become such, that I could love you far too much,
and lose the pain I need to touch. Yes, it's all I know.

It's all I know my dear. It all I know.
Your my ecoma dear, it's all I know.

And fuck the money we ain't made. I let words drop of the page.
I let the music be my cage, and let it be yours.
I really had to be at bind, but I feel the need to speak my mind,
you think that we're two of a kind, or could ever be.

Could we ever be, my dear? Could we ever be?
Will we ever be, my dear? Will we ever be?

Morning's gone. Echoes of dawn. Shaking my soul. All but done.
Delirium. The rain with the cold.

With nowhere to go.

(Love destroyed this body figureheads and lies. Have i survived)

Nowhere to go

(we've been brought here for a reason, be it fate, or internal treason.
Souls will be saved, or mutiny's waged, as we plead for something to believe in)

Ringing doubt. Full of ways out of something to hold, I errode. Fade like cologne.

Shrink inside as I departe the throne.

(Love destroyed this body figureheads and lies. Have i survived)

With nowhere to go

(Love destroyed this body figureheads and lies. Have i survived)

One by one til we are all alone.

(have i survived)

Nowhere to go

(Love destroyed this body figureheads and lies. Have i survived?
Breathe yet I can feel the knife widening this great divide.
Confession of a fallen king, I'd do almost anything. Die to be your everything!)

If i could end this waking dream. Escape through a scream.
And feel i'd won some way. Wade through this dark decay.
Welcome an early grave and put my heart away.
To start another game, Its getting old, with nowhere to go.

(Hollow hides, from life's embrace. Echoes siren, my displace.
My patience lies. Beside my faith. Denial behind this painted face)

All alone, More than you'll know.

One by one til we are all alone

(Love destroyed this body figureheads and lies. Have i survived)

With nowhere to go

(Love destroyed this body figureheads and lies. Have i survived)

Shrink inside as i depart the throne

(have i survived?)

Nowhere to go

(Love destroyed this body. Have i survived)

One by one til we are all alone, with nowhere to go.

Theres nothing left to lose. Do what we have to do.
What do we have to prove... to you?
Theres nothing left to lose. Nowhere to go.