"I want my parents to get
the phone call. I want
them to cry. I want my
friends to see me bleeding
on the hospital table. I
want my name in the
papers.
I want to be
murdered.
The ambulance
will arrive. They'll call
my parents. They'll drop
the phone and drive to the
hospital. My mother,will
be hysterical.
And they'll
arrive and they'll be
trying to save me.
They'll be crying 'because
I'll be on a table, with a
hole in my chest."