Memories consume
Like opening the wound
IÂ’m picking me apart again
You all assume
IÂ’m safe here in my room
(unless I try to start again)
I donÂ’t want to be the one
The battles always choose
‘Cause inside I realize
That IÂ’m the one confused
I donÂ’t know whatÂ’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I donÂ’t know why I instigate
And say what I donÂ’t mean
I donÂ’t know how I got this way
I know itÂ’s not alright
So IÂ’m
Breaking the habit
Tonight
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