No one hears me as I shout. Nobody does not help any one of those who have left alone and behind.. So I have to look deep down in to my bones the power to cope whit this world by my own.. Too many do not bother to listen or even to ask whats wrong.. Too much pain to handle alone.. Day by day i survive and try to stay alive, day by day i try to be nice to others even i dont get the same treatmet back.. Day by day i cope whit others although i have these pains inside me.. Nothing to live for but still strong enough to rise up in the morning living in a hope that this day might change something... Im starting to lose that hope too, i just cant take this anymore, im too tired to go on by my own...