Thinking how the failed ways of my life haunt me today
Wasted years so empty, wasted years to mourn
Taking life the harder way, too much that's dead and gone
Forgive me – I tried, forgive me – I failed
But nothing could keep me here
In a place to close to home
I failed everyone that seemed to care
Forgive me – I tried, forgive me – I failed
The bridges I've walked have burned
Didn't even know myself back then
Forgive me - I wasn't strong
Creatures, creatures of madness
Dancing in my mind
Creatures, creatures of madness
Dancing in my mind
Urging me to a painkilling suicide
Urging me to a painkilling suicide
Painkilling suicide
No, I canÂ’t go on
IÂ’m waiting only for tomorrow
Life, so meaningless and hollow
ItÂ’s the circle of sorrow
All I once believed in is dead
A faded halo around my head
Innocence turns into regret
A sinner in a white veil
The bond of trust
Burned by lust
One wicked glance led into killing romance
Now I know that death can dance
In the shadows of the endless night
IÂ’m paying the sins with my life
It hurts to come into daylight
IÂ’m cursed to roam in the dark
The passion of life
Gone in the shade of night
With no belief and bleeding wings
IÂ’m half of the man I used to be