http://sanitarium.wippiesblog.com/2007/12/21/xmas-is-fubar/
Well not all - I do think that there is a thing as happy xmas and that people are happy around the globe but seemingly my xmas plans at least are FUBAR
FUBAR is an acronym that commonly means “Fucked Up Beyond All Repair”, “Fucked Up Beyond Any Recognition”, (the recognition version was most often used to describe a situation) or the most common translation “Fucked Up Beyond All Recognition”. See below for other variations. It is attested in the United States Army and other military settings, as well as civilian environments.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/FUBAR
Now all the reasons to this is a thing that I cannot affect - that my love cannot affect - simple as that, things just happen and we cannot know / affect in them what happens - this is called bad luck but I still love you hun and I know you read this also at one point.
I know that we did not ever think that this would be the case that you are not able to come in here since some thing like this happens and I know that you have good reasons to stay home help around and all. We talk later on when we have the time in the ventrilo or skype but damn that I am disappointed that fate keeps us away from each other this way.