IRC-Galleria

I don't know when I realized the dream was over.
Well, there was no particular hour' no given day.
You know, it didn't go gown in flame.
There was no final scene, no frozen frame.
I just watched it slowly fade away.

And I've been waiting in the weeds;
Waiting for my time to come around again.
And hope is floating on the breeze,
Carrying my soul high up above the ground.

"I don't love you anymore," is all I remember you telling me
Never have I felt so cold
I have no more blood to bleed
As my heart has been draining into the sea

But still I wait
With a hope inside of me

mikä vittu teitä vaivaa?
"ehehehe sytytetää verho palamaa heti oven edes nii et ku oven avaa ni kaikki palavat riekaleet lentää sisälle ja savuki haisee ylätasos asti EHEHEHE!!!!!"
onks tää meininki oikeest aina ollu näin helvetin typerää vai alkaako mua vaan nykyään raivostuttaa helpommin ku ennen??
typerä asuntola, typerät asuntolalaiset,
VETÄKÄÄ KÄTEEN,
saatana.

vaik ois sellai fiilis et on pohjalla, ni ei huolta,
kyl siitä vielä alemmas pääsee. :)

You came around me, the walls just disappear
Nothing to surround me and keep me from my fear
I'm unprotected, see how I've opened up
Oh, you make me trust
Cos I've never felt like this before

how can it be easy to forget you
when i think about you all the time
I'll never know how I miss you
when I never had you, were never mine
I move on but I can't go on
without you
said I'll try
don't know why
what to do
without you
can't move on

lost and broken
hopeless and lonely
smiling on the outside
but hurt beneath my skin
my eyes are fading
my soul is bleeding
i'll try to make it seem ok
but my faith is wearing thin

I can't hear you anymore
I won't let you in, I'll ignore
The things you say, they really bring me down
I've found my happy place is on the ground

Throughout all of this confusion
I hope I somehow get to you
I practiced all the things I'd say
To tell you how I feel
And when I finally get my chance
It all seems so surreal
Cause from the first time I saw you
I only thought about you
I didn't know you
I wanted to hold on to
The things you'd never say to me

If you want me to wait
I will wait for you
If you tell me to stay
I would stay right through
If you don't wanna say
Anything at all
I'm happy wondering

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know

Is anybody listening?
Can they hear me when I call?
Shooting signals in the air
'Cause I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening?
Listening

I'm stuck in my own head and I'm oceans away
Would anybody notice if I chose to stay?
I'll send an SOS tonight
Wonder if I will survive
How in the hell did I get so far away this time
So now I'm sitting here
The time of my departure's near
I say a prayer
Please someone save me

Separate my soul
With all the things we shared
IÂ’m fallin' to pieces now
Say a prayer for me
When you go to bed
IÂ’m in need of your faith now

Sad excuses and false hopes high
I saw this coming still I don't know why
I let you in
I knew it all along
It's so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
It's so predictable (so predictable)
So take your empty words your broken promises
And all the time you stole cause I am done with this

But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we've seen, seen

Don't you know that misery loves company
Yeah I heard, that misery was looking for me
Happiness is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard, that misery comes looking for me

Now I've back tracked, I'm running away
'cause it just happened again and I just want it to end
I'm trying my best not to let myself go cold, so cold.
Now I think about the things I thought I wanted to say
But when I open up I mouth it don't come out that way
Am I really gonna throw my heart away, away, away?

The love I saw, you couldn't see
I always knew we'd never be
Could you love me now?
I can love you now

I only get sleepless nights
Alone here in my half-empty bed
For you it seems to turn out right
I wish they'd only happen to me instead
What do I get

Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights I hate them
Lets start this again for real

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad.
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so

I touch you once I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You said we'd still be friends some day

ei tarvi jaksaa lukee.
pointti on ettei oo hyvä olo.

ainii meikä muute nukku lattial viime yön. vaatekasassa. ilman patjaa.
ku oltii lauran kaa eka mun sängys ja sit tuli helvetin tukalaa ja vaa ryömin sielt pois ja meinasin tippuu tikkailta ku liukastuin ja sänky rymis ja nitis vitusti. ni revin sit vaa peiton messii ja käperryin vaatekasaan. :)
oli ihan mukavaa itseasias.

Aili,
oot ihan tosi paras valvoja.
älä ikin vaiha työpaikkaa!
<3

Her eyes upon your face
Her hand upon your hand
Her lips caress your skin
It's more than I can stand
Why does my heart cry?
Feelings I can't fight
You're free to leave me
But just don't deceive me
And please believe me
When I say, I love you
Give you your time
To do what you're saying
And if you have to
And if she has to,
I won't blame you

The circle now has come to it's end
You've found somebody new to change
You try to rearrange-put the girl in a pretty cage
It just shows how brave you are
I gave you all and then some more
But that was not enough
I gave and lost and lost and gave
No matter how great the cost
Lets see how much this new girl can take
Lets see how long she can be a fake
You know you'll never be satisfied
You're the one that lies

It just shows how great you are

lost in your arms
there goes my freedom
never thought that i, could ache so
much for someone
avoiding your eyes, feeling im left
with no disguise
please rewind
cause i fear that i am falling
i don't wanna be
Miss X someone
or MRS all-gone wrong
i don't want you to see
exactly what you are doing to me
but i feel your touch, and im craving
your every move
you're making me feel, like a prom
queen with no routine
caught in a trap
fell into a trap
trapped

One set of rules and another for me.
Sick of control and authority,
But thatÂ’s exactly what youÂ’re doing to me.
You got something to say?
IÂ’m not listening.
You gotta speak to me before you die,
To make me listen not to say goodbye.
I knew what you would say before you spoke,
The most boring and the oldest joke.
You got something to say?
IÂ’m not listening.
Wish I could climb inside your brain,
Pull out the wires that make you insane.
Where is the girl that I once knew?
Or was she ever really you?
Wish I could strip away your pain,
Dig out the cancer in your brain.
Where is the world that you once knew?
Why did it choose to punish you?
I still think youÂ’re hiding somewhere deep inside.
You got something to say?

IÂ’m not listening!