I would like a good life.. But why is it not possible to me? Who will tell me? Who wants to help me? No one.... Irritate, dishearten, i hope so, would help the drugs as well. I hope so, but the start is crap because they cause something to the top. Well I will not give up on, I look forward to for so long that they begin to help. But who will help me? When I have a bad play? None .. It would be tempting to sleep away from all the shit, but it should be sad, though I would believe so, because nobody seems to need for a more me .. I do not seem to receive it whom I would like to play even though he suggests. Why does everything have to be so damn difficult? Why could not sometimes be even easier? I'm sorry if this not open it, but it is not so bad..