The Skyline - The Encounters
Constant stream of people
Where are you?
This search is subconscious and compulsive
I can't see this ending
There must be something with the way we parted ways
"You're not better than me" means "Don't you feel better than me"
I can't say when I've missed you the most
Today? Not far from the truth
This phase has been on for too long
I'm not moving, not even backwards
I roll the dice but the spinning won't stop
It's so much harder to take a step than not
Waiting for something to happen
Or this to turn into nothing
Waiting the next encounter
Still knowing it will make this harder
Waiting for something to happen
Waiting the next encounter
Waiting for something to happen
I see you walking everywhere
I hide my tears in safe distance
Another day
Another night
I'm still alive but so tired
I've been living my life within these same circles for far too long
I can't let go
I've been drowning my own voice
I've been living by false control
I can't remember how it feels to be free
Free from the fear
Repeating these patterns has come to an end
And I will lift my head up again
Could I be the person that I want to be right now?
If I change I need to change forever
But I don't want to live this way
I will find myself again
I won't give up until I do