Is there something wrong with me?
This is everything that my life should not be.
But I just canÂ’t let it go away.
For some reason I need this every day.
Am I afraid of something?
No it canÂ’t be, because I have nothing
to lose in this life.
Maybe I just wait the day until I die
I feel that every day my life is falling down
Like the leaves that autumn brings one by one down to the ground
IÂ’m aware of this abuse
Now itÂ’s time to go get me some booze
To get my mind away from these thoughts
I just canÂ’t please you anymore