IRC-Galleria

You have made it pretty clear from the moment you said you were pregnant that my feelings, emotions and thoughts mean nothing to you. I have told you much about my past and childhood and you totally forget or ignore what happened to me as a child and how I felt growing up without my father. Now you go ahead without me and block me out of my sons life, just because you do not approve of me. Its a joke. No parent has the right to do that and no child should grow up in such sad conditions without being able to make his/her own mind up about how parents are.

I guess your plan to get pregnant worked. You now shut me out of my sons life like I mean nothing to you and will mean nothing to him, apart from what bias opinion you will tell him. Its sad that you feel I dont deserve a place in my sons life. Its a pretty one-sided view. I hope you are happy now, go on and live your life as if I never existed with your new boyfriend and surrogate dad.
I hope that everytime you look at him a part of you will be reminded, he has a real father out here in ME. Willing to help him and be there for him, but you wouldnt let me be a part of his life. YOU are the one that made it this way. Despite my faults and problems, I am still his father and you will never ever take that away from me, no matter how hard you try to hide it from him, or yourself.

I hope he grows up one day and finds me, so I can tell him my side of this sad story too.

j.