The future. The past. And present. It all just hurts so much.. But it´s all my life. I´m my past. I´m my present. I make my future. My past and my present make my future. I have to live my life, that´s the only way. I have to live it, make my own mistakes and learn from them. Suffer because of them. I have to do that. No one else. And I can´t just leave it be. I can´t leave my life unlived. Cause I only have this one life to live. get one chance to learn everything, make all the mistakes and make all the right choices. I´m not gonna waste my only chance of happiness or failure. I just can´t. No way I´m gonna sit still and watch opportunities go by.