They are now almost meaningless
This sickness takes all of me,
There's nothing left of me, so what can I offer you ?
Thoughts in my head, they won't go away
Trust me, I've been trying,
but I've always fallen down
And now I'm just so ready to give up
I'm terrified of what I have become
Selfish, rotten inside... seriously, I'm a bitch
I wish you could read my mind,
I wish you could understand.
I love you so much, you mean the world to me
but I'm so afraid that I will hurt you
And I'm sorry for all the damage that I've already done
I apologize for what I'm putting you through
