IRC-Galleria

You throw wickedness at me.
I'm just a toy to you,
I bring no real joy to you.
The way I see it, you don't want me here no more,
you want a hole in my forehead
and blood pouring on the floor
cuz im so fucked up.
I wanna barder this body that's hated by everybody.
Sometimes I don't know why, I continue to try.
It's so much easier to die
than to get by and to get by and to get by and to get by and to get....

If im gonna die,
I'm taking you with me.
Get you and get me, we can be bloody.
If I'm going to die.
I'm going to succeed.
Take you and get me, we can be alone.
Sometimes i don't kno why, I continue to try.
It's so much easier to die
than to get by and to get by and to get by and to get by and to get....


I don't want to leave my house,
dontt want to open my mouth,
don't want to read my thoughts,
don't want to sleep with sins,
I don't want to mess things up,
don't want to fuckin get up,
don't want to take up space,
don't want your time to waste,
I don't want to fight this back,
just want to fade to black,
don't want to turn to faith,
I want to burn at stakes,
I don't want to build my life,
I wat to bloody my knife,
don't want to grab the phone,
don't want to leave this room,
I don't want to talk with you,
I'm fucking stalkin you,
don't want to fix myself,
I want to hate myself,
I don't want to try to change,
just want to fry my brain,
don't want to slow shit down,
I want to throw shit around,
I don't want to run no where,
don't want no one to care,
don't want another crack at it,
I'd rather be a crack addict,
I don't wanna look for help,
don't wanna help myself,
I don't even wanna try to get by,
to get by, to get by, to get by and to get by....