I was thinking
How could I get to you
I'm drowning
Saved thougts one or two
Never actually needed this
You always said "Get rid of this shit!"
I never listened your voice
But now I don't have another choice
All my life I escaped from us
And now all I say, is "hush"
Don't want to do this harder
But it's like a murder
Never getting away what you've done
So is it more like fun?
Don't wanna lie or die.
Don't wanna blow or go.
Don't wanna waste time or lifes shine.
After all, it's only me
Whose number I'm gonna dial
If on my face, there is a smile?