IRC-Galleria

Do you just ever have one of them moments in life were you just wanna cry just to let everything out, Where you think everything is against you and you donÂ’t know how to express yourself, or let anybody else in? Yeah Pretty much how I feel right now.

I donÂ’t know what exactly I am gonna say, But I need to get this off my chest. Because I have been keeping it bottled up for too long and it is killing me.

I have friends who tell me to stand strong and forget about this, But I cant its not that easy. How am I meant to forget? When this has been haunting me. When this has been the only thing on my mind in the last weeks?

It breaks my heart to see him with her, and to see how happy she makes him, and to know that no matter what I do, I will never have that. Well not with him. Nobody knows how I really feel because I donÂ’t let anybody in. This is my way of expressing myself.

Everybody knows me too well. They know when I am I upset even if I fake a smile. Which has been a lot lately. I can't hide it anymore. I am not okay, obviously.

I talk to him everyday and pretend like everything is okay, But it eats me up inside. My best friend is the only one who knows how I feel. But she doesnÂ’t know the whole story. But everything gets better, at least thats what I get told...

I just need him to know how I feel. I need him to know the truth even if that means loosing him, he needs to know. I am still in love with him...