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~You are~

You are my sunshine
You are my past
You are my now
You are my future

You know this
But I had to tell you
Because if I do not
You will not know I said this

With you I always know I am safe
Without you I am lost
With you I am happy
Without you I am just half

I want to tell you this
Because you are my everything
But if you would leave me
I would die
Break into pieces

But now
With you
I am happy
I am safe

Let it be like that

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Do not complain on my spelling and remember I love u all! Especially you Erikahh, soffus^^ and you ***** **** ******* <33

I wonder, you promised to be with me today, okay, I understand you, because you had to go home , but you could have informed me! I will not start any war here, but please, inform me the next time, okay? Come on, next time, tomorrow, we hope, we can have fun instead of fighting =) I'm no mad, just confused and disappointed...

Hey dude, you said you were going to call me yesterday, we were going out! You didn't call! Some reason for that? Okay, it is just sad that you didn't call me... Do you think I can be with you on Sunday then? I really really do need to talk with you! <3



~I think~

I think my heart belong to you
I think I can not break free
I think I really like you
But I does not think that you will leave me

I think you maybe like me
I think you maybe can stand for your words
I think you maybe keep your promises
But I does not think you can keep this one

I think you will try to stop me
I think you can not stand me after this
I think this is the end
I think and hope that you still will speak with me after this

But what i try to say is I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
So please never ever leave me
Because if you do
I will not keep on living

So please
Say it now
Before it is to serious
If you does not think you can love me

Then don not even try to
It is better that way
Then we both can keep on living our lives
Like it were before I met you

But if you want to try
I would do that
I would do everything for you
So, let us give it a try


<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Still love you ****** and you Erikahh, and my soffan =)

Va på stan ida, med några kaverin.
Först me en typ å Nilla, sen kom Yoko me till, å så efter en stund for Nilla hem... Å så va ja å en typ å Yoko på stan =) De va jättenajjs =D







~A day with you~

Just one day
Is enough
to see you smile
To hug you

In your arms
I feel safe
I can relax
Take it easy

I feel so safe
It feels like I can trust you
Like I can trust everyone
But just in your arms

You are my world
My everything
Without you I would crumle and fall
So do not leave me



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Erika, Löööf ya <3 The only one that commant this creepy things <3

~The last time~

He is lonely
In school they dislike him
Home his father hate him
He hit his own son

This day is like the other
To school
Being ganged up of the class
Excluded by the other

Home to see his drunk father
To be hit
And kicked
By his own father
The one he still love

His mother is gone
She left
And leaved him there
With a father that started to drink

First one beer
Soon two or three beers
After that five or twelve
At least he did nothing else than drank

But today it is the end
He can not take it any more
It is too much
He is going to stand up for him self

His father take out the stick
And is going to hit
His only son
The only one that loves him

He does not know
That his son has got enough
But when he says that he has got enough
His father do not listen to him

Today it is the boys last day
But no one of them know that
Today is the last time they see each other
And after this day they will never talk with each other again

Tomorrow the father will go on an funeral
His own sons funeral
And he will not cry a tear
for his wastrel to son

The day after that
The father is in a prison
Being blamed for that he has killed
Murdered his own son






~The shade~

Today the little girl goes to school
With an unexpected follower
The deaths shade will follow her
The last day of her life

She is so happy
So full of life
But not for so long
When the sun becomes weaker she will be dead

She will lye pale
With red lips
Closed eyes
And without breathing

Her mother and father
They will cry
At her funeral
At home

The shade never promise something god
But today
A little girl
Will never see the sunshine again

If she knew
She would have enjoyed her last day
Maybe played in the park
Run at the school yard

But when the night falls
She will be lying dead
And everyone will cry
Even you

Because the shade never rest
He will keep on taking lives
Never will he rest in peace
Only when we all are dead


~Never~

Think about the word
Never and No
When someone says it
Do you listen

I wish I would listen to every never
Or every no
Because it is always a reason
No one says it for fun

It is important to listen to every one
We are all humans
And we are all worth exactly the same
No one is better

You are not better then me
I am not better then you
Realize that
And the world would be a better place

No one would be excluded
No one would be harmed
No one would be sad
No one would feel like it has to commit suicide

Realize this
Everyone
And this world would be a better place
For you and for me



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Don't complain on my spelling, but please comment...

I'm going to my fathers grandmother today, it's her birthday, she's 90 years old today. I would just want to stay home, with my computer...

ou, and one thing, don't call me today, I can't speak, my voice is gone, I sang singstar for 5 and a half hour yesterday...



I'm realy confused, yeasterday you started to talk with me, but you were angry, and it wasn't nice to talk with you...
half an hour later you talked with me again, but then you were like the sunshine itself. Then I talked with you from seven until one in the night. And you were sooooo nice then, but I'm still afraid of you, I'm scared, because I don't know what you can do with my heart and I really hate knowing nothing bout the persons I'm talking with and so.


I've figured out that I'm like a cactus, always with the thorns outwards, because I'm so soft inside, so I've to protect myself from everyone.



(don't complain on my spelling )

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

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Yeah, I know that it's an lyric to one of simple plans songs, but I just thought I could put it here, because it explains everything about me, so now you maybe understand me, or, no, no one will ever understand me, but now you maybe can stand out with me. With my weird thoughts and stuff like that...

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Läste detta idag i en bok:

"Du skriver dina egna lagar och behöver frihet att vandra, att utforska och experimentera. Många tycke ratt du är kall och analytisk, alltid redo med fakta och tabeller och massor av logik. Men egentligen föredrar du att titta in i huvudet på andra och se vad som får dem att gå runt. Vad tänker de, och varför? Du älskar att diskutera - ibland slår de över i föreläsning. Du njuter av en god kamp, med ord vil säga!..

Du är oberäknelig och excentrisk i ditt uppförande och älskar att chockera dem som är mer konventionella. Du trivs utmärkt med att irritera och genera folk som tråka rut dig, och allt som är det minsta respektabelt blir måltavla för dina ofta mördande kvickheter...

Känslomässigt är du nyckfull, motsvalls och oberäknelig. Känslor skrämmer dig egentligen..

.. Du är verkligen den som till sist med fog kan säga >I did it my way< "

I came up with that almoust all these thing I pic out is exactly like me...

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And as usual I just wan't to say that I don't want to hear anyone complain about my spelling!

It's friday today!

Today I'm going to my dad, in Trollywood xD That's nice...
And one friend is going to sleep over today, going to watch some movies, listen to music, go out maybe and of course, be on the computer =)

Today my grandmother and grandfather is going to come to my mothers house, for like an half hour or something... That's lovely, haven't seen them on like an half year, so it's going to be wonderful to see them, especially when they often bring something to me and my sisters =)

I think I maybe will put some of my poems here, but please don't gang up on them, It would be horrible...



~The Seasons~
In the summer she's born
She feel happy and free
like a beautiful flower

Then the autumn starts
It's raining more then ever
Her happines is dying

Then, suddenly the winter is here
She's freezing
She's almost dead

When the spring comes
There's no little girl
running and smiling

She froze to death in the winter
The severe cold killed her
Froze her down

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The one that complains on my english will be tortured to death =)

I'm at a friend, going to sleep over and talk =) Look at some thrilers and stuff like that =)

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May I ask you something? Why the hell are you soch a freak!? Can't you just see yourself in the as and go somewhere? (A)
I don't give a fuck If you go to hell, just leave me alone and i will be pleased...
So, you agree with that? So, from now you're going to never talk with me, never look at me and just go to hell!?

=?

My spelling is from the asssssssss =) So don't heng up on that, will you? =)

Do you mean that I should have done that, or what?
I must say that I really don't get a fuck of what you tell me.
First you ignore me one day, and today you are like if we were best friends ever, should I get it? Well, it's impossible, for me to understand that. I think you really should take some thime and sit down and talk with me. Then I maybe would get something. Because as it is now, it is incredable for us to have something, I don't understand you, and I won't live with someone that doesn't tell me things. Really, I mean it. I'm not mad, I'm just so confused, as usual... =/
So, please, talk with me, don't just hugh me and things like that, TALK WITH ME!That would help a lot.


I know, my english is very bad, and this thing is just sooo wrong written, but I don't care =)

jaha, va ska man nu säga?
Life sucks, I think it really does, for the first time in my life I really hate living. You have disapointed me so bad, so, you should feel guilty. I'm not going to jump of this life yet, I have so many things to say to you. But, I really think life sucks. Someone that thinks I'm ridiculous? Don't say it to me, I already know that. So, fuck of and do something important instead of reading this silly text from a foolish child.
O, and, you, I really mean this.

Never going to forgive you, and never going to forget what you did!