I'll write this in English 'cause I already started thinking this so and I'm really not in a mood for translating some stuff. OKAY STUPID HEAD NOW DID IT BUT WHAT EVER MOVE ALONG!
But yeah. I don't know have anyone else noticed but I actually can't draw. Sure, technically I'm pretty awesome but my works are interesting as a pillow. Or some other pretty boring thing. Ah anyway pillows or such ain't the point!
I'm just trying to say I'm pretty sad that in the end I fail in field I thought I'd master.
And I don't know what to do. Seems like my inspiration have totally disappeared. I've tried just to let whole thing be but then I simply don't. Draw. And that's the worst thing to do. I don't think I could take that my technical skills would disappear too! I- I seriously 'dunno.
And I guess this should be posted in dA, not here. Oh whatever.